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HIM, Tomoe Japanese Restaurant, Club 9 subang Jaya & Murni SS2

2011-06-15T17:33:00.001+08:00

first of all..wanna introduce my reader bout this guy i juz met at mist club last friday..his name is Michael from Penang n he is taking engineering course in UPM for like 4 years study time..so far ppl said club guy not good but i still believe there is exception n he is the exception i mean..gone for a date with him yesterday n i really find it comfortable with him companion..started to know him more n i'm wondering..the feeling he gave me is like yes, i think i like him a lot..yesterday had our dinner at Tomoe Japanese Restaurant..he told me dat he likes wasabi coz he find the taste sort of special but i dun noe wad so special bout it la..hahaha..den we meet up with Grace & Pamela at club 9 opposite Taylor's Business School in subang..both the girls said he is pro in pool but den this guy here said it's been awhile since he last played..the skill is still there all i can say..hehe..our last destination was at SS2 Murni..i dun noe how long i never been there ardy..newly renovated n there's menu for it @@ Grace & Pamela still same ordered ice kosong n nasi lemak ayam..Jason joined us afterwards with himself stoning dun noe wads his doing..n fuck off!! stop lala here lala there at me anymore!! u still owe me lala dish u bastard child!! den all set back home around 2am..Michael n I had a long talk knowing each other..his so called complicated life ain't dat complicated la but maybe coz mine is more drama-ish so i dun find it dat bad..anyway..let the past bygone n open arm to new life =) LUCKY ^^

Hokkaido Ichiba The Gardens ^^

2011-06-07T15:36:00.000+08:00

we ate:
- sukiyaki

- yakiniku don

- ebiten tobikko roll

- collagen roll

- sake no oyako sanshumori

- ebi tempura

- ebi don

- tamago

- unagi kabayaki
- cha soba
- ikura cawanmushi
- clamp whatever @@
- lots more but couldn't remember edi ~.~"

- dessert (green tea & chocolate ice-cream)
thanks for the treat Ellery aka Doraemon~

nothing much to blog about..juz dat it's my 2nd times to this sushi restaurant n also my very first time ate so much..n i finally noe the answer of [What is your favourite food?] (SUSHI!) hell yeah =P went with Grace, Pamela & Ellery..imagine 3 girls n 1 guy eating like dat @@ even i cant believe myself..say bye to thin n hi to fat XD

finally get started =P

2011-05-27T18:53:00.004+08:00

hahahaha..half year ago, i said i wanna start blogging den drag till now only i blog..pandainya saya cakap besar..malas la malas..tak boleh tahan..hahahaha..seriously, gonna start blogging or else my life really meaningless..read so many books lately included Facebook..hahahaha..well, i dun wanna mention any crap dat happened b4 so i'll juz cut it short of wad i'm gonna type here..met lot of friends after we broke up but den most of the new friends dun intentionally wanted to be my friend..really sienx de lor..n it was like a curse..been scandaling with guys dat doesnt worth for me at all..wtf..i'm like shit instead of flower dat attracted flies instead of bees!!!! n the love thingy really fucking annoy me to the max..every time i feel like believing in it, sure shite happened!!!! fine!!!! i wont give up in pursuing the good man of my life but of course i wont let anyone else fool me anymore...u COYOTES, better fuck off!!!! i am really happy to catch up with my new sista, Grace ^^ hair got longer, got prettier n of course sexier XD she gonna be stewardess in Malaysia Airlines coming September..i also glad dat she mix well with one of my friend we call him PF as in (P)eng (F)eng..oh ya, she is obsesses with a guy named Tiger from a liveband in @live club Sunway ~.~" wakie wakie babe..he is too old for u as u said but maybe PF really could help u find a calf in Thailand..buahahahaha =P now i met this guy here from Kedah currently studying in K-Tar setapak there..he is so cute at the same time mahai also..'Zu En' his name..was really let him zha dou when he first told me his name is joanne..hahahaha..met him at @live btw..now i'm wondering wads going on with our sparks @@" anyway, many unexpected things happened in this year..gonna write it 1 by 1 day per day..catch ya with me later at night or tomolo readers..end my post with pics =)

ain't he cute =P

from left:

Grace-me-PF

❤ Gracie babe ^^

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!!!!!

2010-12-29T03:10:00.000+08:00

I WILL START BLOGGING AGAIN!!!!!

white mouse day with my housemate XD

2010-05-25T13:04:00.000+08:00

hulele..hulala..hohoho..yesterday was mousy day with my housemate..n of course i brought my bf along..we went to lot 10 for dinner..where is lot 10?? under kl area near bukit bintang la..haha..the 5 of us never been there b5..uncle donald said there got nice foods which he saw in an advertisement..n dats how we became white mouse..haha..dat day uncle donald ordered hokkien meehun..hokkien mee were well sold so we dun get the chance to taste it..uncle isaac ordered tomyam n aunty sophia & yy ordered prawn mee..among all the 3 foods..the hokkien meehun was the tastiest..haha..we didnt take pic so no pic to be upload..our next mousy day going to be at serdang steamboat..to be continue XD

Valentine's Day at T-Bowl

2010-05-25T12:52:00.003+08:00

not much to talk about valentine as all the couples juz did exactly the same every year on this date..some quarrel, some sweetly, some romantic yet some normal..different couples spent their valentines differently..as for me n my bf..we spent it normally..no surprise & present juz movie & meal n lasted wif hug, kiss den sleep ~.~" hehe..the only special thing we did were having meal at T-Bowl located at Sungei Wang..T stand for toilet..kinda yucky but funny also la..the decoration there really unique..ever have meal in ur own toilet?? hahaha..i'll juz describe a little bit den u guys juz view the pics below la..the sits r designed as toilet sit..tables covered wif glass inside got basin..menu got tooth brush neh..hahaha..the plates designed as toilet cap while the bowls r designed as toilet bowl..eew..oh ya..for the drinks..designed as men's toilet, for peeing dat one..okay..dat it..highly recommended their tomyam..really nice..never order any foods of theirs consist of kimchii..not nice at all..got one type of noodle kinda tasty too but i forgot the name jor..try their ice-cream..is a must!! u're gonna love it..the ice-cream designed as POO..hahaha..guess nothing more i'm gonna write so i'll end it wif pics..doodles ^^

the menu

shit ice-cream XD

My Birthday 2010 ❤

2010-02-24T04:36:00.003+08:00

argh!!hahaha..happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to myself, happy birthday to me..yes!!i'm 19 now n i'm gonna be 21 in 2 years time..getting older year by year..no longer underage lor..yeah yeah..this year birthday same cant bek to muar celebrate..haix..ardy 2 years straight didnt celebrate at muar liao..but this year is special..i'm not lonely..last year i got my housemates n my coursemates n this year i got my dear n my new buddies!!hooray..really gladful to all of u..i wasn't expecting any surprise or celebration juz shopping n meals n some pics..haha..very thoughful of u hubby..at the beginning, i went to nilai after class den went dinner at Look Out Point Restaurant at the Little Genting i mentioned b4 in my previous post after he got ready..he wore very very smart wor..he was totally formal la while i juz wore very cincai nia..ish >_< had our lamb chop there dat cost us total below RM50..very cheap rite?? XD 11pm++ we back to nilai..thinking of discussing wad to do on my birthday den suddenly he juz went out without my noticed..at first i was thinking dat he juz went downstair to fill up water at the R.O. machine as our water bottles were emptied..12am sharp 06/02/10 >_< knocked on the room door..i'm thinking: u didnt bring key meh??knock door for wad wor..crazy!! so i didn't bothered him..suddenly the knocked on the door getting panicked den i quickly ran to the door n opened up..guess wad..he bought bek his friends who are my friends too bek home to give me surprise..video available at my facebook..so sweet all of them..thank you so much..i appreciated it very very much..most of the ppl went clubbing n some bek hometown le..those who came r hen xiang, jia jun, boon jie, bo heng n wei chian..supposely florine shud be coming but none of them got her num so..sorry la clubbing queen..haha..i got my big bear bear as present..very cute wor eventhough i got many teddies but this bear means a lot to me as it is from my dear dear de..thanks hubby..muacxx~~den we start gambling n alcoholing..damn it!! i'm drunk again..haha..became their laugh stock since then..shit shit shit..hahaha..next afternoon..we went for lunch b4 set off to Bukit Bintang area..only jia jun n bo heng made it while the others dun noe wad they're busy of..haha..daytime everythings jzu normal..managed helped bo heng got himself new clothes..jia jun kept on phone with his lovely baby, maggie who is my best friend..hey, i am their 'mei ren' but why i haven get my reward yet??hahaha..dear brought himself new style of clothing dat he never try b4..really handsome..shud more more for him..too skinny really kinda 'ma fan' better eat fatter..haha..night we went to Jalan Alor..ordered ikan bakar, radish cake, hokkien mee, fried oyster, fried kuey teow n cantonese kuey teow..total cost us RM60++..geng leh..juz 4 ppl can ate till like dat..hahaha..around 10pm we set bek to nilai..as the time mentioned..it was all about traffic jam jam jam..haha..during the jamming..we opened up a discussion about super bike n racing cars..jammed about half an hour..we finally got ourselves to the smooth road taken..on the way..FUYOH~~we did saw LAMBOGHINI..BOW WOW!! hush hush..cantik betul..haha..reach nilai around 11pm++ den we went to trickshot for pool..suddenly feel dat we like wun tired n no need sleep..so many programmes to go..haha..but dats the last destination..after pool den Good Night friends..thx for everythings..u guys the best..oops..the week coming were their test 1..i guess they had did it well..Good Jobs!! MWAH~

can see the difference between these 2 pictures?? XD

New Year 2010 ^^

2010-02-24T03:48:00.001+08:00

sorry readers dat i ffk to blog for so long..not in the mood actually..好多烦恼，好多麻烦，好多问题，我要爆炸了！！dun ask me why coz it will only add my nuisance..anyway..here the happy post bout new year 2010 dat i spent..at first my friends, bf n i juz intend to go countdown at sg.wang with the celebrities..den raymond invited me to go clubbing at ZOUK..so we change our plan to follow him..but who knows all ffk me even one person..urgh..fed up betul!!said on liao den no..den next day on again den no again..wtf!!so it end up only my bf n i joined raymond n the gang..total there are me,my bf, raymond, brandon, foo seong, adrian, wei long, eric, desmond n his wify, michelle, n 2 girls of brandon's friend..our first destination was at The Garden, Lye Fong Restaurant..dinner at there after a long though of consideration where to have our meal..thumbs up to brandon..hahaha..brandon n his 2 girls friend, foo seong, me n my bf one table while raymond, adrian, eric n wei long one table..des n mich didnt join us for dinner..most of us ordered wad brandon recommended but our table didnt ordered dat orange balls snacks (forgotten it's name) but raymond they all did..damn raymond for dat stupid ball..i juz wan one n he was like tricking me..luckily foo seong, the good guy helped me up..boo u raymond!! blek =P..we had spent our time there from 7pm to 9pm++ if i'm not mistaken..next, all of us get done n we set off to ZOUK..at first still worry bout our ages as male have to be 23 while female have to be 21 only can enter tha club..yea yea..thanks to raymond as he kept said dat not because of him den all of us cant enter..blah blah blah..hahaha..kidding k..really thanks to u sincerely..ZOUK is big..really big..u hardly can see underage ppl there..all the matures n riches ppl there..really a WOW!!inside the club there are 6 other areas of it (Zouk, Velvet, Barsonic, Phuture, Aristo & Terrace Bar)..as for celebration, obviously ZOUK the best venue..taken lot of pictures using foo seong's camera..had damn much fun there..WOOHOO!!oh ya..i guess the most had fun among us would be adrian n raymond as they shared 1 Miss PINKY..hahaha..after club we went yamcha at SS2 famous mamak named MURNI..our new year celebration ended at 5am sharp..the best new year ever i had..thx raymond for inviting..thx foo seong for the pictures..thx others for the fun..i like it so much..NICE!!let's have fun again =)

Christmas 25/12/09

2010-01-20T02:26:00.003+08:00

christmas continued after 12am..all of us were hungry so we went yamcha at SS2 famous Murni b4 richard sent us home..there we had our so called debated n adviced n 'kam pao' n etc till 5am and finally we back to our sweet warming place where bed are ready for all of us dat tired like hell n *pooh* (sleep time)..me n hub slept till 4pm ~.~" online awhile..getting ready..it was 6pm..we went to FULLHOUSE @ Niu Ze Xui for our first meal..i ordered Wok Sear Chicken Chop & Honeydew Milkshake whily my hub ordered Oven Roasted Chicken Tenderloin & Mango Milkshake..yum yum yum..still the same..pics most time except during eating..well..it is juz special a bit compared to sunway branch..anyway..i still haven get the chance to try their cupcakes..urgh!!after dinner..we went for movie, 'Alvin & the Chipmunks 2'..high recommended..really nice..guess dats all for the christmas post..(ps. we didnt share present as the best present dat he loves me more than anyone do n i appreciate it very very much) E.N.D!

Christmas 24/12/09

2010-01-20T02:14:00.001+08:00

yo~i'm back! hahaha..kinda busy since last month n had some problems with my internet connection..finally internet back to normal from it's crazinest n i can start blogging once again ~.~" okay..i got many to blog so i'll jux shorten every post i'm going to blog about..something special meant to keep in heart as one of the best memories ^^ 24/12/09 spent my very first christmas celebration with my hubby at Genting..richard,firdaus n xin ying were together too..5am..richard fetched us to genting..reach there around 7-8am den had our breakfast at Oldtown White Coffee..nothing much about the breakfast moment..jux richard added few drops of curry into firdaus's coffee, firdaus kept asking xin ying to eat more n same my dear still having nasi lemak as if like there's nothing else to eat in this world ~.~" after breakfast..we went lepak around to wait the time to go in theme park..but b4 it..we were annoyed during discussion bout playing only the theme park or all parks as the whether dun seem to be really good at the beginning..at last me n my hub only got ourselve tickets to theme park, firdaus n xin ying got themselve all park n richard, obviosly not joining us n went to his own so called mathematics class (known as casino)..but he slept in the car instead of going anywhere..hahaha..around 3-4pm..we left genting n back to kl..the 3 of them stayed in Orchid Hotel..after arranging their lauggages, bathed, who is sleeping where, rat n etc..we went to Time Square..dinner at Kenny Rogers den same, we were separated..richard back to hotel..firdaus n xin ying gone shopping n they had interesting incident happened..hahaha..while me n my dear..pics all the time!! hahaha..jump to 11.55pm..5 mins to go den Christmas!! only me n hub went to sg.wang area..countdown was nice..many ppl playing spray got and some even got their spray kena rampas by the polices..hahaha..end for dat day..(ps. richard was so into karaoke but it doesn't work out..oops! sorry~)

Genting!

Time Square!

A Sweat Day

2009-12-28T00:45:00.001+08:00

hulalahulelehulilihulolo..wtf!!cant believe finally i'm back to muar yet i'm missing the life in kl..doesn't make sense at all..i prefer muar rather than kl but it seem to be kl suit me rather muar..lolx~i think muar coz i got my dearest friends here while in kl got entertainments..nvm..talk about yesterday happening..omg..i supposely wake up at 11.30am n get ready to go out (Cheezy Cafe) as i jio my frens (maine,min,carmen,jill,kelvin n john) out for lunch at 12pm yet i woke up 12.30pm ~.~" wads going on with my clock, maid n mom..3 alarms doesn't work!!impossible i slept till like dead fish ar..urgh!!so sorry to my frens dat waited me for so long n luckily..i still get the chance to meet maine..happy ^^ but when i arrived min haven come yet..still worry dat she couldn't make it..maine left first as she has to work den around 2pm, carmen n jill went off too as carmen going for facial while jill following her car so also back with her lor..min arrived after both of them left..not even 10 mins we left the cafe to Wetex Parade as kelvin said he long time didnt been there anymore n wanna know how it had changed to..the parade's owner is the owner of Melaka, Mahkota Parade too..at least now the parade is more organise n noe wad, there will be Sushi King soon..i prefer Sakae Sushi leh. so cute the froggie ~.~" back to home at 3pm or 3.30pm if i'm not mistaken..until night at 9pm..yamcha again at Little Cafe..this time got kelvin again, kuo hao, marvin, billy, wilson n wei sing..i'm the most talkative there but so what?!!?i got more stories mah..u guys dun wanna talk den i talk la..hahaha..but i seem like talked over le..well..i like being straight when with friends but i'm forgotten dat muar is a town not a big city..almost got myself into a hole dat i shouldn't jump in..luckily counted as safe..c'mon!!juz take it as i'm crazy okay..n this really reminds me back dat i've to watch out my way in talking with diff ppl n diff places..phew~anyway..saw everyone still so blessing..i'm glad to hear dat..compared to me..hmph..forget it..as long as u guys happy..i am happy too..stay healthy n cheers okay..see u guys again =)

Trip to Melaka with Ah Poh, Honey & Ah Man

2009-12-24T03:51:00.004+08:00

19/12/09..my first trip with dear n his frens to Melaka..kinda disappointed but somehow still sort of excitinf ^^ dat they we went, it was raining day..we set off from s'ban at 1.00pm and reached there at around 2.30pm but the actual time we reached our desti was at 4.30pm because of the traffic n flooded ~.~" we spent around 3 hours in the car rather than any place of melaka..how lucky we were..after such a long hours in the car till we finally reached our desti, we gave up on visiting n taking pics at the museums around..first heading destination was to fill up our empty stomach..we went to Mahkota Parade, Sibaraku Restaurant, dat cost us RM30 per person..yummy yummy yummy..delicious, bloated n worthy..woohoo..after meal at 7pm, we went to Eye On Malaysia as Honey never sit it b4 when it was at KL, Titiwangsa..i can see dat she was very excited n we took a lot of pics..i can say dat..when we were there..we did kinda many stupid idiotic things..not going to mention..come ask me if u wanna noe..blek :P den..we went to Melaka famous Jonker Walk..as i meantioned in the previous post..it is juz like Cheras, Counnaught but smaller, cheaper n worthy to spend..well..i think i juz spent on foods..nothing to buy but we didnt manage to eat small chicken rice ball, sate celup, steamboat porridge n etc..never mind..there will be next time..we set back home at 12.00am and dats the end of the post..another great experienced of mine..thx dear n new best buds..Good Night =)

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teppanyaki

ever see so geli de dessert??

forgotten it's name ~.~"

L0V3 jelly ^^

Melaka, Eye On Malaysia~

shoes on the wheel XD

me & hubby ^^

L.O.V.E

2009-11-22T06:55:00.003+08:00

hi there..here i'm in the good form of writing a new post introducing my lovely boyfriend, Isaac Low Poh Yung..a 19-year-old guy who is from Seremban studying in Nilai Inti University College taking Degree in Bachelor in International Business course..let's begin with how we met..we met on the 15 0ct during clubbing at Barcelona..i went with florine,yee ta,sting,jennifer,cecelia,darren and a guy i forgotten wads his name..sorry ya fren..haha..while the boys drinking..we girls went for dancing..on our way to the dancefloor..florine saw her inti friends which i meant..isaac and his friends..first time meet we both dun seem to get interested on each other..and the first word i said to him was..u r not cool coz u r a fool after he said something..erm..like he is praising himself or critisicing others..cant really remember..jux imagine his reaction..wtf!!hahaha..den the first word he said to me was..SUCKER!!lolx ~.~" den obviously i said back FUCKER!! to him ~.~" skip skip..but know wad..he was the first among all the guys who came and asked for my contact..hahaha..still wan critisiced me yet so into me..blek =P den 2nd time we met were on the 17 oct..he bought me to Poppy..yeah yeah..first time went so happy but damn it!!i'm drunk b4 the peak party time started..wtf!!nvm..still got next time geh..and hey..guess wad..this guy didnt eat me wor..wait wait..make myself clear first..not he got motive juz bought me go club or i already know wad will happen next after club..it juz he is a guy and normally when feast is there, a normal guy wont eat meh..we both jux purely club and he took a very good care of me..and since then..his impression to me changed..now i believe not all guys we knew during clubbing are bads..there are still some good guys there..but still..we still continue our foul mouth towards each other till one day..dun noe why both of our moods so good den chat till late night..we exchanged our past love story..okay..he really impressed me..never knew deep down his heart is another side of him which only can be seen by the person he is in love with..not long after the day we did our sharing..he told me he fall in love with me..he said he wanna bring me out from the corners i'm hiding..bring me light of the darkness i'm living..bringing me back the feeling i long lost it..i couldn't accept at the beginning coz i find it so fake n i dun wanna be substitution of his lover..through wad he said..he really love his dat ex so much..and ignorantly..i tot he will give up soon after i keep rejecting him..who knows..he keep moving forward..every step of his move..touch my heart so much..until one wednesday which is on the 28 oct..after receiving strong adviced from florine..i decided not to make my step and giving up him..dat week he was going to have his final exam on the 31 oct..really worry he will fail his exam but i think dat the sooner we make ourselve clear the lesser the pain going to be..and i never aspect..he drove for half an hour from nilai to sunway juz to find me and tell me how precious i am to him..aww~my heart gone heart melting n there goes our little love road taken..wait a second..not say i accepted him ya..after his confession..he bought me to Cheras famous pasar malam near USCI there named 康乐..nice being there but wan say very fun still okay la..it juz something like Melaka 文化街 but much more longer lor..okay..let's skip to 5/11..muahahaha..the day i officially together with him..dat day was same during clubbing at MOS..but with diff gang this time..argh..still got one admirer of mine confessed to me too..he brought me a bunch of roses n forerro rocher..dats so sweet..but sorry..good girl gone bad..fair n square..who is better who is the one..as for Isaac..wow..unbelievable..wondering wad florine had told him..he juz simply grab me to the stage..and 'POOF'..lolx~he knee down and asked me ,'Will you stay together with me??', and i asked him back,
'Do you wanna be the one who is only for me??', and obviously..no need give answer already know le lor..haha..as everyone know..no guys are allowed on the dance floor..and yes..he was chased down by the bouncers but everyone below the dance floor claps for him..proud liao lor him..all his friends happy for him..happy day wor..blek =P i also happy la..very very happy..more happy than him..haha..but next day which is 6/11..our good friend, kah yung, left us..good memories..nice anniversaries..forever in heart..(5/11-6/11)..(to be continue)

Friends Forever Best For Me

2009-11-21T02:53:00.000+08:00

hearts beating day by day..mind thinking all the time..dream doesn't appear every night when i'm sleeping..think of my health problem..wondering will i ever open my eyes again once i close my eyes..worrying bout so much things in life..the happiest moment i got..were when i'm with him..the deepest memories i have..<> n <>..hi gurlmates..hi boyszone..i miss all of you so much..how are u guys been doing??must be happy always n stay healthy okay..to the readers..wanna know who are they??juz look at the pics on ur right hand side..some not in the pic such as janice in gurlmates while in boyszone, many lor..haha..think back of the first time how we met..wow..impressive..without faith..dun think was easy for us to meet and get to know each other more..now..all of us are 18..getting to 19 next year le..year by year we r growing..will all of us forget about me??will i faded in all of ur minds??as for me..no worries..i always keep u guys in my heart thinking how are all of you..god damn it..i miss u guys so much..i wish to see all of u so much..i wish to back to the time b4 SPM when all of us juz keep messing with each other happily..now..all of us r far apart..some still in muar..some in kl..some in melaka..some in kampar,perak n some going oversea soon..pls do keep in touch okay..in fact..this year..everyone changed n many things happened..i guess we r entering the world of the adults having..izzit difficult??who cares..juz do ur best..no one can tell u wad to do except for urself..through this year..i learned a lot..life in clubs..life with big cities ppl..life to be a good pretender throught ppl u dislike yet u have to pretend dat u like them juz because of a phrase 'one more friend better than one more enemy'..diff from we kampung ppl..we dislike the person..we will tell he/she bout wad we dislike about and hoping he/she might change it..but big cities ppl..i learned 'dun give a damn bout anything n anyone at anywhere'..indeed it is very useful..some might disagree bout it but i am totally agree bout it..think of gurlmates..my heart so sour n feel sorry..it seems like i've neglected them but frankly..i never forget everything about us..i really hope we got more time to spend with..take more pics..go through more activites..crying for u girls..i miss u all damn a lot..ah maine n ah min..u 2 shared with me so much of ur life..u 2 are such nice girls..no more get hurt okay..no matter wad happene still got me..i will stand up for u 2..shyan jie..finally got bf le hor..happy mah??he treat u good??must be blissful okay..god wad den tell me..i am willing to share with u..jia how n kar mun..u 2 been missing so long le wor..how are you??got miss me mah??final exam coming le barh..must gambateh in ur exams and take care of urself..dun fall sick and after final remember jio me go out if i'm at muar..i'm sure will be there..and wan yen..u r the one disappeared most long de..but cant blame u also..u stay in cheras..sometimes back muar i also no back..but still hope the chances we can meet again are more..miss the time when both of us are so close..how are u there??dun so emo le lar..remember u still got ah zai accompany u..no him also got we gurlmates..juz believe urself of wad u r doing..all the best leng luii ^^ oh ya..bout wad i owed u..i will payback soon..blek =P and for janice..after form 4 u changed sch le..also less hang with us..but i can see dat..u r happy with ur life..and ur bf also seem to treat u good..even u already dun hang much with us le..but still time i had spent with u i will remember it forever..take care okay..miss u babe =) last but not least..the boys..haha..treat me most good de..and not fake wan..purely my buddies..i need help sure first be there for me..thank you thank you..must hang out often ar..tell me more stories..good luck in u guys future undertakings..i wont forget u all n u guys cant forget me as well..or else i'll cut off u guys ....s (ps. go watch The Proposal) muahahaha XD say for fun nia..hmph..i wanna go back muar..i wanna see my best friends..urgh..urgh..urgh..haix..forget it..complaint so much also no use..k la..off to my bed..have class tomolo..gurlmates ar gurlmates..i got so much to talk with u girls..missing u girls all the time..let's gambateh in achieveing our future..never forget each other okay..and i promise..no matter wad..i'll try my best to stand by u girls if anything happen..dun hesitate to come over me..we r still as close as b4..still same wad also can say as b4..i got so much heart feeling to share..hoping the best to all of you..u girls are still the besties dat know me well..love u all babes..muacxx~

ANTI-DRUG

2009-11-19T05:21:00.001+08:00

wulala wulele wulili wululu wulolo..hi readers..the mood i'm having now..good n bad together at the same time..since i'm in such a mood..i'll like to share something dat i'm fucking piss of with..*DRUG*..mahai..some ppl might said..juz take a little wont get addicted..den why dun juz dun take it at all??lagi wont addicted isnt't it!!c'mon la..dun give excuses..once u took the drug u r counted as drugger..(ps. exception for those who had get rip of it and no longer touch it anymore)..sometimes i really dun understand..everyone know drugs are bad stuff..but why still wan touch it??as i remember..when all of us small..when we heard bout drugger..our reaction 'EEWW..WHY ARE THEY TAKING DRUG??ISN'T IT BAD??SHAME LA THESE PPL'..but after grown up..and why some ppl starting touch it??brain rusting or looking forward to die faster??i heard of many reasons such as relieve stress, won't tired easily, won't get drunk fast n etc..holy shit la..tired den sleep more..scare drunk den dun drink..stress??who in this life never get stress b4??even kids 4-6 years old will stress la..drug also one of the dangerous weapon against ladies as i heard some of my friends who read someone's blog saying about drug can make someone's body shaky so can cheat ladies dat this is the first time having sex with someone..oh my efing GOD..'son of the bitch'..'parents of the coyote'..sucks!!too bad i dun noe see chinese..wan ask them to tell me more yet paiseh to ask so..damn it!!but nvm..dun give a damn also..next..something i need to confront towards special someone..my previous post did mentioned bout one of my best friend died in an accident..and this special someone told me dat if he give him a drug den he wont get tired n accident can be avoided..mahai..if drug can avoid so many accident then all the ppl in this world would have touch the drug and the government wouldn't anti it..drug is bad and it is..nothing gonna change it's fact..so pls ppl..when u noe drugs are bad den dun touch it..u noe the concequences when u r caught involving with it..so stop this fool action..and for my friends..if u r touching it..only 2 choices..dun let me noe about it or dun use it in front of me..it isn't cheap..dun make me damage it and say bye to ur precious money..be a real smart ppl..and for those assholes who taken the drugs..2 choices too..either u quit it or u wait for ur consequences..no one is able to help u except for urself..END~

spotted 05/11/2009 - 06/11/2009

2009-11-17T17:54:00.000+08:00

(continue here) hi again..this post i'll be talking about the incident happening..wad a memoriable n sadnest memory ever..firstly..kah yung, my bf and i..we at nilai together with steve as well..but b4 steve came to look for us..we 3 ppl went to saloon as kah yung wanna cut his hair..den we went back to their hostel..b4 dat we went to fetch florine..so n so n so..blah blah blah..till dinner time..we set our journey to sunway..dinner at kim gary..everything were going smoothly..i met new friends..introducing = K.C, Hui Ching, Ah Han, Honey n Wai Man..wai man is honey's bf..total we got 11 ppl..as i juz mentioned..got Steve, Kah Yung, my bf, Isaac and I..introducing another one leng lui named Pei Ling who is kah yung's gf..and not forgetting..my XOXO partner, Wei Loong..after dinner we went to MOS..and there's another guy here named Robert who i knew him on 29/10/2009 and also buddy of steve =) florine also knew him..here goes again..clubbing clubbing clubbing..blah blah blah..and jump to yam cha time..oh ya..b4 dat..i remembered we did something very lan xi at club..we exchange a full bottle of chirvas at the next table we our half bottle of chirvas..and no one finds out..wtf!!were we too geng or they too stupid or they are all drank or it means nothing??totally wtf!!hahaha XD okay..next..our yam cha destination was at ss15 Asia Cafe..it was after 3am..we ordered plenty of foods such as kimchi fried rice, korean noodle, fried kuey tiow, indo mee, seafood n etc..kam pao kam pao eat eat secret secret till 5am..all of ready to back home to have nice sleep and some still hoping for 2nd round..b4 we back..we did make sure every were alright..as we drank very less..none of us were drunk and nothing wrong going with anyone..100% safe from the physical look but never aspect in the mental part..some already reached 50% n below..finally..accident happened took time at around 6 something..4 ppl in the car..2 light injured..1 heavy injured..1 death..is this world fair enuf??not going to say much..bygone den bygone..i only can say..we r not sensible..we r too playful n selfish..but we r borned to be destined when n how we r going to die..so this is his faith..no one can change it..hey..y it sounds like 'FINAL DESTINATION' where all of us dat hang out dat night going to die one by one accordingly..urgh..*CRAP*..k la..end now..tears flowing soon..HIGHEST CONDOLENCE to KAH YUNG!! R.E.S.P.E.C.T

spotted 06/11/2009

2009-11-17T03:53:00.000+08:00

hi readers..finally updated my blog after i'm gone missing for such a long time..so much heart feeling now but dun really know how to express..getting more n more emo day by day..thinking to myself..why humans exist??why humans will die??wad kind of creatures are we??why are we the smartest at the same time stupiest in this world??my bf was right..humans' life are weak..we might die anytime at anywhere by anyhow..but why we were borned when we are destined to die one day??all of us know..everyone weill die..it juz see who is faster who is slower who is die coz of health who is die coz of accident who is die coz they're old..they are so many way to die but why is there such a limit for ppl to stay alive after accident, health problems like cancer n etc..being a human isn't easy..i lost my friend..a male who is tall n fit..a guy who borned on 28/10/1990 dat owed a charming smile..he died one week n 2 days after his birthday when he juz said goodbye to 18 years old n hello to 19 years old..he is a nice guy i can guarantee eventhough i juz knew him for such a short period..i miss him so much..feeling unfair why he left me so early and i dun even get the chance to have at least 1 pic with him..he still got dream and fun he haven realise yet..how could GOD so bearing to take him away..well..complaining equal to nothing..i can only wish him to be better than all of us here..reincarnated to a good family and 安心上路吧..highest condolence to you great man..CHAN KAH YUNG!! YOU'RE THE BEST..(to be continue)

i'm current selangorian now ^^

2009-09-07T23:07:00.004+08:00

5 september..finally i move up to selangor le..thanks for gor gor (richard) for willingly bringing me back here..so many to pack so many to buy so many to clean..kinda tiring but still have to do it..finally left a bit le..my new accomodation is totally much more better than i expect..and is really better compare to my ex accomodation..wtf..is totally like a dream room for student..very convenient and near to my college..hiak hiak..let's talk bout activities for the first day..only me and richard hanging at the begining..we went jusco to buy extra mattress and pillow or else i wonder where xinyi,ciaw ling and him going to sleep..den we went to the bottom floor to check out prices of the things i wanted to buy..well..at least i did brought some hangers,ridsect goodnight liquid,tissues box and cups..after put all the stuffs into the car..we went to sakae sushi for dinner..yum yum..really nice..but somehow i feel like eating sushi zanmai leh..after dinner..we juz keep 'kam pao-ing' while waiting for xin yi and ciaw ling to reach and go to sing karaoke..they're fucking slow man and of course after heard the story bout xin yi's incident..really made me fucking sweat =.= never know she was stupid but at least she is safe..and somehow on the way walking to redbox xin yi kept complaining bout the lost of her RM100 =.= and she is crazy..wad shops she passed she sure said tat 'YOU KNOW HOW MANY I CAN USE IN HERE BY USING THE RM100' =.= when we reached REDBOX..wtf!!the price are fucking so called valuable =.= den they decided going to AMP SQUARE..on the way going there we passed by one stall selling herbal eggs..and once again..xin yi de crazy fellow said tat 'YOU KNOW HOW MANY I CAN BUY THIS EGGS USING RM100??I CAN BUY AT LEAST 100 EGGS' =.= wtf!!she is so going to die by juz eating the 100 herbal eggs..brainless betul =.= okay..once we reached AMP SQUARE..we dun even wanna care the price..we juz booked a room and head in and here we go with the karaoke party!!muahahaha..on the 2nd day..once again we went to sunway pyramid..but my purpose was meeting ming ming,my girlfriend..miss her so much..but b4 we went there..we had our lunch at 'FACE TO FACE' noodle shop..yummy weh the 'SARAWAK MEE'..muahahaha..i brought a lots on the 2nd day..but not the foods..juz things i need in my daily life..let's skip till dinner time..we had our dinner at KIM GARY..but b4 we went there..dat chow richard..he said he never been to WONG KOK so we went there..while seeing the menu..he said tat there's nothing to eat let's go KIM GARY..wtf!!and when he wanna sneak out..he dun even inform us..he juz took 2 of my plastic bags and ran off..me and ming ming got a shocked and of course we have to follow him runaway..but we are slow poke and so paiseh dat ppl might find out..he tried our best to move fast..too bad..'PONG'..ming ming felt down =.= pity her la weh..when at KIM GARY..chow richard kept laugh at the incident happened in WONG KOK..really wtf lor =.= anyway..i juz wanna say thanks to all u guys helped and i really enjoyed the moment..i'll end here with this post..buhbye~

gathering wit my colleagues b4 i go to KL~

2009-09-04T00:08:00.005+08:00

wuwuwu T.T sad leh..going to kl soon..dun noe is happy or sad..i miss sin yee and jia hui ar!!i already 6 days didnt see them le..once see them jiu let them teased..so bad de..and we ate alots..wtf!!i can list it out..there are 3 cakes: chocolate mint,green tea,pure chocolate..2 french fries..3 noodles: grey soba,white soba,fried spagetti..2 american beers..2 green tea: 1 hot 1 cold..8 ice drinks..hahaha..many hor..and we got 9 ppl..all eaten liao..cham ar cham ar..this time really fat..i've been eating so much lately..dun noe is hungry ghost obssesing my body so i keep wanna eat..or is i wan go kl liao so much eat more muar delicious foods..hahaha..totally crap i am..jia hui even wore the shirt i got same with her but is in different colour..cheng sim..no tell me..we can wear together mah..hahaha..lee sin yee ar..dun think i go kl liao den u no need keep me update de hor..u let me find out den u sure die gou gou li de..muahahaha..today also came 2 strangers..edwin and chee rong..juz because they boring so asked them to join too..mana tahu my this decision is totally wrong..bbbllleeekkk =P 2 days to go and kl here i am..anxious leh..nvm..juz be happy everything will be alright..gambateh to me!!when i at kl will update my life as kindergarden teacher..so ps kinda mix up wit my blog..**SMILE :D

lovecomplicatednuisancedamnit**

2009-08-30T01:20:00.003+08:00

wad an unlucky august i'm being through toughly..investigating around bout ppl love lifes..telling myself love is worth it or not..kinda damnit..breaking news about 2 good friends of mine (i'm juz normal friend for them) were couple and juz broke up few days ago..kinda sad and shoking wit the desicion but somehow feel it is reasonable..dun ask my why i said it is reasonable..is the same reason why we will together at the beginning and how it is end..well..love isn't complicated but we make it complicated..why??physical n mental emotional or it juz fun??sometimes is also bothering when juz one hand of the side clapping soundless..very pathetic right??but have all of us ever think of the reason why??when the beginning..it juz so sweet that i wan you for life forever..when the relationship goes longer..it seems to be wtf!!u r freaking me out..i'm more n more dun understand wad love stand for??why is only the family love the strongest??nono..should say family love is unbreakable..on the other side..wad about 2 lover dat are force to break wit each other juz because of family disagreement..dun have to think so much..juz choose between family n love..which one u would choose??this is about another friend of mine..she love him as much as he love her..but juz one mistake (not very sure bout the mistake..might be virginity problem or between family war)..they are force to break up..but as the girl n the boy heads are as hard as stone..they insisted stay together..and dats how all the family problems occured but onlu mostly happened at the girl side..let's say some example..mom began to do some little trick juz to break them up..send their daugther away from tat guy..when the girl went out..the mom called the boy and simply scolded to boy..sometimes even made the lover quarreled..when the girl talked to her mom..her mom said..no matter how i wont accept tat guy and i wan u 2 to break!!wow~how are you going to do if u urself met such situation??at this point..i feel tat love isn't about going forward ppl u love but is going forward ppl ur parents love only u can love..so..wad is love now??be wit the person when both of u r sincerely together or be together juz because parents like it or never think of anything juz be together and let it be naturally??or maybe can say tat..as long as happy..no need together also never mind!!

you just got to admit i'm right

2009-08-08T16:17:00.004+08:00

the following statements are something i belief .. GOD only created us .. we are the only one who can choose our own pathway .. i bet u readers will agree wit my points .. see through>>>

1) Fate is fair to everyone. The problem is: how much are you willing to forgo? How long can you persist?

2) The direction of the tree is determined by the wind. A person's direction is self-determined.

3) Success requires courage. With courage, there is no fear for lack of market or battle grounds.

4) The emotions of joy, anger, sorrow and happiness result from the state of the mind. Outside of the mind, there are no such emotions. There is in this world no hopeless situation, only hopelessness for a situation.

5) There is no happier thing than to be free oneself from petty resentfulness or vindictiveness and be caring of others. Be generous in forgiving an insult or an injury from others makes one happier than simply be self-forgiving.

6) The winner ceaselessly invests in his mind so as to make money. Academic achievements represent the past; your ability now represents the present but your ability to learn determines
the future.

7) The definition of positive thinking means: whatever happens, think on the advantageous sides of things and strive in forward - positive direction.

8) The success of a person cannot be measured by money. The success of a person is not measured by what he has but how much has he contributed to society.

9) Do not be overly concerned about face-saving. The face thus saved does not last long. Only what come from devoted cultivation will be real and long-lasting.

10) There are many ways in making money in this world, but there are no businesses like helping others succeed and changing other people's lives has more value.

11) The most difficult thing to see clearly is oneself. Only if you spend time self-reflecting, will you grow.

12) The way to treat others is to be accommodating and caring of others. The way to do things is good faith and integrity.

13) A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.
14) A winner takes initiative, creates opportunities, rides on success and strikes out further.

and the last one is in chinese but i'll translate it as well:
我一定要
我就一定能
“一定要”的人
再大的障碍
都挡不住他一定要的结果。

it means:
I want badly enough, I can definitely achieve it. The person who wants it 'badly enough', no obstacles can stop him from realizing the outcome that he desires.

THE END

accomodation settled =)

2009-08-04T18:24:00.002+08:00

yeah..yeah..yeah..finally i got my accomodation problem settled..still kinda worry i got no place to stay since it left one month for me to search it..shouldn't have search it tat early..see..now got new updates and super great advantages for me..haha..it is a double storey terrace house juz right opposite my academy..very convenient to me..middle room attached wif bathroom i'm renting..provides water heater,air-cond,wireless LAN n etc..should say everythings i needed are available..RM475 per month..cheaper than edwin's room..sorry edwin i'm renting wit sophia who is so going to be one of my next girlfriends..through sms wit her..she is around my age but sligthly older than me..very kind and friendly..she even gave me a taxi uncle's num who she knew charges ppl reasonably..i'm happy to know her..will be meeting her on the 14 august..also have to pay a visit to my academy and pass up my application form..13 & 14 august,Sunway here i come!!okay..got to go for my dinner..hpmh..bout the pics..let the readers choose..wan me to upload b4 i move in pics??or after i redecorate it??or both??let me know in the chatbox..another lucky day for me =)

shut the fuck up *****

2009-08-02T20:04:00.003+08:00

sian ahh..stop stop stop..no more love story..wtf..i juz get well from food poisoning and u guys are like trying to poison me once again with all those fucking love stories..although it is really touching but i got no love story to share wit..spare me a life and pls dun waste my time..when i wanna kepoh i will go 38 around k..wtf..supposely should have go melaka yesterday..thx to the food poisoned..but my tummy till now still..so so nia..no much better..i wanna eat delicious food la..sick of poriddge and mee siam..wtf..once a while these foods are nice but too often..eeeeww..make me more and more disgust =.= okay..indeed..i really happy for all my friends who are enjoying their love life..but come on..i still ruling my 2P1R as i'm still nobody k..is not like i can stop pretending and be someone who i am now den u guys can punish me like tat gua..omg..12 september..new course starting..leaving here countdown in 40 days..wtf..life is memang cruel weh..b4 i still got tat little K by my side but now i'm all alone..well..who cares..dats why i'm ruling the 2P1R..and oh ya ya..little K got his new lover so stop gossiping bout me n him..i guess i deserve someone better who is more daring rite??i'm not his type k..he wan something little girl while i'm a wild wan..wtf..getting more n more frust when u guys saying something untrue..and i'm kinda agree wit wat xin yi said about different between johorian n ipohrian..haha..i belong to Aussie!!okay..cut the crap..maybe i'm in love wit an ipohrian again..or maybe i'm still obssessing little K..muahaha..secret unreveal..wtf..u guys really make me more n more crazy..look at the post i'm writing..totally like a piece of dung..i belong to no one and no one belong to me..wanna be wit me then get ready wit the 2P1R game!!dare or not??

i guess i did it

2009-07-31T01:16:00.001+08:00

wow..never aspect he made himself a new blog..i guess he will never think tat i still visiting him sometimes..haha..life without me i can feel tat he is much more happier..at least all my effort is pay off..phew..should have know it earlier so tat i can stop pretending..well..i did stop b4 i found out his blog..haha..day past by day..thx gor gor for doing me this favour..i guess i did made u n ur gf have some sligthly little problem..i'm sorry k..next meal i will treat..happy la u..blek =P hmph..he got new lover le wor??great isn't it..at least there someone can fill his empty heart..wat about me??one phone call..ruin everything..one mind missing another..is tat a lie??he will never know..to be honest..i appreciated whatever he had done to me..but he will never think tat..all this are..lame as i dare to say..well..who cares..going back kl soon..dun wish any memory still remain..sounds fake..promises??all he know is to blame ppl..nvm..at least he got his life..i'm going my way..wtf..why is everyone leaving after i left??too power i am..haha..now i'm wondering..new again..trouble coming soon??guess is time to set few more games..i'm Queen C btw..haha..okay..apologize moment..sorry friends..i sincerely apologize..i really didnt mean to cheat u guys la..now i'm being truth wat..now i'm thinking..my pay off turn me n my friends into..okay..so called merry go round world..haha..i bet u guys miss me very much..i miss u all too..muar is fucking boring la..but i enjoy the moment here coz i'm always protected and fill my time so tat i wont keep thinking bout the past..love life for me??another disaster..i knew it wouldn't be long..another misconception..since i cant have it..then i'll pray for everyone..sharing my love to all of u..may the lovers outside everlasting and those single quickly get ur mr./ms. right =) thx to him..long time no update blog already..without him..today is another no blog day..haha

Sarcasm's my defense against stupid.

2009-07-22T16:46:00.000+08:00

Sarcasm's my defense against stupid.
Objective: Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note.
Rule: Respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.(YR stands for Your Response.)

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If an annoying person says:

1) I am cute
YR: give a fake smile

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome:
YR: izzit?? then no need die lor..

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
YR: yaya..famous in owning lots of money for dead ppl..

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy…
YR: prove it juz open ur grossy mouth =)

5) You don’t know me? I am a Bruneian artist; I have albums.
YR: ooo..like i give a damn ~.~"

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If an annoying pretty woman says:

1) I know you like me.
YR: yaya..pity more than like u =)

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!
YR: i dun wish u interested in me as well..i'm juz looking at ur nose where ur nuclear stick between ur nostrils!! *EEEWWW*

3) Sorry, you are nice but seriously not my type!
YR: look urself in the mirror..better types of ppl more suit me ok..

4) UNLESS you are rich, don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
YR: aww~wat a desperate little prostitude tat need money so much =(

5) Look, I am pretty; I can make people hate you!
YR: in my dictinary..there is no such thing call pretty..only lazy or hardworking..u obviously belong to the ugly 1 coz u r lazy :D

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If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:

1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
YR: yeah..for a couple of days??dun make urself so pathetic ok..

2) May I have your cell phone number? Please please please?
YR: dun please me =.= i'm not GOD or fairy godmother tat can grant ur wish..

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night…
YR: night??am i meeting vampire or werewolf =.= unless u r Edward Cullen (Robet Pattinson) then i'll definitely hang out wit u XD

4) What do you like about me?
YR: when u tell me we will be friend forever =)

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!.
YR: dun make me a liar..it is a sin..i still wanna go heaven =)

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If your enemy says:

1) Hi bitch!
YR: facing the mirror of mine at her and say >> calling urself?? (wif smile)

2) You smell like shit!.
YR: coz i'm standing near u as u r stepping on the poops =)

3) I know you hate me because I am much better than you!
YR: i'm sorry..i dun hate ppl..i juz worry u grow dick and fuck me up =x

4) What an ugly creature you are!
YR: u never study rite??when u saw any beautiful creature??diamond vampire like in the twilight movie??

5) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure!
YR: u must be a rabbit =) can run n jump n kick at the same time..aren't u tired??pity ur body la =(

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If your annoying ex says:

1) I still love you...
YR: when is over juz wanna appreciate??buhbye cockman =)

2) I know you still love me!
YR: think like tat as u like..i dun give a damn..u r EX meaning past tense =)

3) Please, go back with me honey/hubby…
YR: aww~why are u so desperating??ur dick must be very strong now but my hole isn't in the form~

4) Please call me...
YR: when i need money..i will =)

5) The break up hurt me so much…
YR: ohh..pain mah??need a doctor to heal u??i can call a freaking big boobs sexy female doctor for u =)

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If an annoying salesperson says:

1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
YR: thx for ur compliment..i can let u have a pic of mine which cost....(sales back) =)

2) Seriously, I used this product and I've changed!
YR: oops..my eyes having problem..i can see any changes in u..

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
YR: unbranded discount..wow~kinda bad huh economy now =(

4) This one is good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam, buy…
YR: Okay..I've to seek my lawyer's opinion b4 i can make any decision =)

Confession

2009-07-11T10:22:00.000+08:00

After a long thinking alone facing my room’s wall and hanging my phone call wit him..i really think of it..why am I so stupid..why things happen so different between my life and others..he was right..everything come family 1st..relationship 2^nd and friendship 3^rd..is time to change..is time to make things right..bad ppl somehow have good side of them..i saw the good side of him but family saw the bad side of him..blame who??blame me..i started all this..i lied to achieve wat I wan..i lied to force ppl accept the fake fact about my life..telling them how wonderful I am is totally insane..i juz too worry to be beaten down..always wanted to be the best..be the one tat everyone admirer so much..why I have to let myself like tat??this is totally insane..now I wanna make things right..earn their trust..believe myself..never give up eventhough how hard life go on on me..i juz wanna be myself..a normal me..stop pretending and keep moving forward..wat had past juz let it bygone..my future is beyond my control..but now..all I have to do is to be positive..put down all the negative feedback..i’m doing this not for anyone but for me..i dun wanna regret for the rest of my life..for my family..i can do everything..they dun wan me go out then I dun..they wan me to be a pet..then I be..as long as they happy..i dun need happiness coz I dun deserve it I guess..is okay..3 years to 21..i can wait..but wat I juz wanna say is..all I wan is juz a trust from them..i wont do anything exaggerate anymore..i wanna look carefully in my future..and of course..i wan freedom..dun keep say NO to me..i’m growing and ned to know how exactly environment going on..need to follow up like one of my best friend, Jill said..i believe I can do it..is simple..a healthy life of mine..a normal dating with my bf..happy faces on my family..enjoy my time wit my best friends..tat all..wishes are meant to be true..now I believe..thanks for waking me..no more weakly Christine no more coward Christine juz a keep heading in front and brave Christine who will find her bliss 4eva..i’m learning it =)

old ppl childish thinking =.=

2009-06-22T02:56:00.000+08:00

begin more n more frustrated over my family in my relationship problem..come on la..stop telling me i haven 21 years old..then wat for 18 years old stat to??cant u guys juz stop being orbit and follow up the next generation..being in a generation gap really troublesome..and i can guarantee for wat i'm saying..wat is love toward oldish ppl??a business??only can together wit ppl who u think they are best??come on la..stop being a stupid..lovers are together for the rest of their life not for u old ppl life..fine..juz talk about wat i feel about love..for me..i got the concept tat love is a responsible for u old ppl..come on la..if it is a responsible then wat is love for??FUN!!crazy =.= love is not a game or being with ppl u so called love as ur parents like him/her..WTF!!tat is total ridiculious!!u love someone is because u care and u really wanna be wit him/her not because of any reasons..if u love someone wit reasons..then why u wan love??unconditional love u old ppl understand or not??and to be frank..love is an amazing feeling tat not use mouth to say so easy like tat..those are kids' mind..love a person doesn't have to see the age,how long know each other n etc..CRAPS!!really fucking fed up with stupid ppl thinking..i never despice those who married at the age 15 or whatever..as long as they happy and they got the bliss..why we wan care??regret or divorce or whatever shit is their future their life..mind ur business la..why wan make comparison..is tat makes ur life better??really dun understand wat old ppl think actually..and say really..life is choosen by us..u can teach them well then is gud..cant then cant..dun have to force ppl..makes life agony only..happy meh??satisfy??childish!!if really wat also think negatively then ask the world dun born any BABY out!!fuck ar =.=

Father's Day

2009-06-21T17:36:00.001+08:00

today is father's day..my family didnt have much to celebrate..i helped my mom cooked all my dad's favourite foods..i think got around 7 to 8 dishes gua..5 ppl eat including maid =.= kinda siao leh..erhem..lim xin yi back from nilai inti liao..cheh..tat bullshitting girl..said buy me present..wat also dun have..ask her buy me dress then say this say that..not sincere de..see how u going to die on ur birthday tat time..blek =P going to start my work on 1st of july..so fast i become senior liao..cheh..perasan betul..hahaha..work in front office department..at least those business attire not wasted..but my blazer still with tat fucking guy..think of stepping into hotel..i'll think of my college friends..miss the time i'm in kl..well..at muar also not bad la..friends,family and bf..all by my side..i'll work hard..gambateh to me..k la..i cook till half actually..waiting for the stupid fish..chaoz now..

Disappointed =(

2009-06-19T19:27:00.002+08:00

today..my sickness react again..but the reaction between my family were..cheh..ur ill only mah..no big deal..but when my 2 brothers fall sick..it was like..omg..are u okay??i bring u go see doctor now..WTF!!at this moment..only i know..the only 2 ppl in my life concern very much..(my maid..pei fang jie jie)..i'm disappointed..really very disappointed..mom & dad happy lor..大嫂 got baby liao..all point to her liao..ya lar..their bao bei son..my 大哥..win everything since small till now..this is not a misconception anymore..this already proven tat..i'm not the family child..now this question appeared again..'am i adopted??' and 'should i commit suicide??'..never mind..is not important to think so much liao..i'm juz a nobody now..i hate them..I really HATE them..faster fuck off of my world..

Film Fest o^_^o

2009-06-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

yeah..yeah..yeah..i'm the best actress n our film got the 2nd runner up..woohoo..hooray to ct..pj..candy..sky..suzanne..kathrine and those who helped us..good job..well done..and??dun noe la..i juz feel excited after heard all those announcement..oh ya..congratulation to alex (Dear Diary) the best actor..production house 08 (It Happen)..professor john's group (Always By Your Side) for the best mystery line and melvin's group (The Defected) for winning the best audience choice..and also..Mr.Adrian hardwork..all of us sure had saw it..Mr.Adrian..you're the best..although a bit cinapek..and i really love the trailer he made for us..I miss Fest Court Metrage de Taylor's 2009!!gambated to the coming juniors if there still one more..nothing much to say..see pics la XD (video to be upload =D)

Fest Court Metrage de Taylor's 2009

THE JUDGES

the POSTERS

Best Audience Choice

Best MYSTERY LINE

2nd Merit & Best POSTER

3rd Merit

best actor (Alex) & best actress (Christine)

my female college friends =)

2009-06-15T01:45:00.000+08:00

okay..today i'll continue the post bout my girlfriends in college..i'll start wit my housemates..6 ppl in one unit..(yen ting..hwee yen..ting xin..wendy),my roommate (ai hui)..wendy is new in our unit b4 i left..she is my junior..batch 34 study hospitality too..i think i only spent one times playing wit her..POKER & UNO!!wtf =.= she is a girl from indonesian..pretty,fair,active n also tall..i wonder why are there so many ppl taller than me T_T yen ting n hwee yen come from the same place but they study diff course..yen ting study degree in law while hwee yen study something about english??like mr.adrian lor..study bahasa malaysia geh =P maybe one day she same like mr.adrian become lecturer in taylors..hahaha..ai hui n ting xin study the same course which is SAM but they're diff classes..to be frank..i still no idea wat is the diff lor =.= among the 6 of them..i most appreciate is ai hui..even we did quarreled or whatever..she is still there for me when i really need it..the best friend i met in kl..but she is from kedah la..hahaha..okay..move on to 2 gals from Brunei..they're xue ting n jia yee..2 leng luii..smart n steady too..juz ah tingg kinda money spender while jia yee seldom hang out wit us when go out..but in college..we always 'sampat-ing' together..hahaha..they are really nice girls..renee from sabah has the same fated as mine but she is tough unlike me..i like her personality..'you xing ge'..很好很好..wakakax..then..hana,pei jie,suzanne n candy..my classmates..they are funny n very hardworking..of course..sometimes gossip n complaint too much..at least they are natural n tat the way they are..dun have to be pretender..juz i dun understand something about them lately..anyway..i dun care..no explaination yet they think they're right are their business..i'm no longer there..juz hope they can be better..seriously..i take in the advice u guys gave me..but like a said..childish a bit is okay but too childish it shows lame..i'm sorry for wat i've done but i can say tat i'm not fully wrong..lastly for kathrine..very sporting and sexy gal..we're not from the same class so i dun really know wat to say about her..juz really..she is nice..tat why mark love her so much..i wish u 2 everlasting..dun let those orbit old ppl said right thing..who said young age love wont last long..prove it u 2..hahaha..tat all for today..my next post will be about my first project on filming XD nitex nitex

my male college friends =)

2009-06-13T15:48:00.000+08:00

now i at muar..alone in my room..facing my comp looking at my college life pics..my mind is so empty..so many words to say..so many things i cant bear to leave..why??why is this happen to me??when i dun wanna study..it force me to study..when i wanna study..it stop me..money??why is it so important..wat had my family done??my dad is a great businessman..why have to let him face such a big burden!!i wanna continue my study but i juz cant be selfish..family come first..cant study doesn't mean my future ruin forever..well..complain so much also no use..let's talk something about my college friends (BOYS)..first i'll go with daulet..wtf..he is so annoying =.= when i told him i'm leaving..he said..i'l miss u..come give me a kiss..not forehead nor cheeks..i wan lip!!wat de..who he think he is wor..he even said wanna marry me..i dun wanna be muslim T.T next is cheng thung..he is a nice guy..i shared lots of my feeling wit him and he gave the advices were so useful..hey man..i owe u this..hehe..jun liang..my best friend when i first came to kl..he is so nice eventhough he odten made me cried =.= he always stand up and help me whenever i need help..when i wanna leave kl..he even said 'tell ur parents i'll take care of u..they dun have to worry..keep ass here in kl'..hahaha..so touching but sorry..i still have to leave..alvin tham..wahaha..a funny friend ever i have..scare of being tickle..i like his laugther..so cheerful..he is a happy-go-lucky man..continue it..mark & sky..2 same pattern guy..tallk n thin n gentle..can say this 2 are '24 hours great guy'..girls out there..sky still available..dun miss the chance..mark belongs to kathrine le..wahaha..lastly for teck long..we called him ICE..because he is cool??no idea..juz call him ice..hehe..a guy tat look very strong n protective..he often hang wit gropu 1 ppl..and quite a number of ppl kinda scare of him..well..dun scare la..when u know him then u will know he is kind..not scary at all..hmph..dun noe wat to write about him..i only remember..ms.ruth likes to call him 'ice ice baby'..hahaha..dun angry ya..oh ya..thx for the necklace..i really love it..well..tat it for this post gua..to be continue~~

It Is Gone Now~

2009-06-09T10:03:00.000+08:00

should he answer the call or shouldn't him??the consequences after he answered the call isn;t wat i wanted to hear..it shouldn't be like this..it shouldn't..but it was too late..it had gone..gone to no where..am i really a bad lover??why all the one tat said will love me forever left me??it doesn't really matter now..but still..my heart..my heart not beating smoothly..somehow sometimes it will stop a moment..telling me the feeling of pain..'i cant accept the fact tat things i dislike were things u like',told by him..'i decided,i choose u.,i wan u,i wont give up u..',again told by him..which one is true??we lost each other already..even friend also cant be..why??thx to my parents??make me feel quilty for the past we did for me??i guess..everyone must be happy especially ur ex,ur friends n ur family..suddenly think tat..moving a new house is a sign of breaking of our relationship..well..it not important le..even i'm not ready but i still trying hard to get back like b4..u given up me..our future..is a dark future..u said single is the best..so i dun say more i cant do anything too..i dun wanna have problem wit u more..juz hope u will lead a happier life without me..wish u can get the true love tat is really for u..ur favourite cooking will be the world success of ur career..take care..thx for the everything..a new quote i learned,'LOVE IS NOT HAPPINESS,IT IS THE ENDING OF FRIENDSHIP'..Good Luck..u can do better n dun give up easily..let's fight for our will..'wo hui xing fu de'..

2nd times clubbing at BARCELONA!!

2009-05-29T04:39:00.000+08:00

put ur hands up..put ur hands up..i got the boom boom pow..you're so beautiful..so damn beautiful..my lip like sugar..my lip like sugar..po-po-po-poker face po-po-poker face..woohoo..love the music..dance dance dance dance..not really sugar rush coz no much alcohol..and i forgot to take pics!!DAMNIT..fuiih..wat a crowd..fully packed by ppl especially hamsap lou..anyway..kinda random..jia yee went out wit us instead of ah tingg..hahaha..dun sad loner my heart is still thinking of u..actually wat the purpose i blog this post ya??swt..totally no idea or should say i'm half drunk??impossible i'll drunk tat fast barh..nvm la..stop writing liao..getting more n more blur now..oh ya..i wan go EUPHORIA la..barce damn 'lala' leh..and they should provide an area for smoking area..pass by those smoke..i was like..eww..my life shorten when smell 2nd hand smoke..argh..beh ta han liao..go sleep le..nite nite =)

Story adapted by a Little Girl in Tears of Love

2009-04-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

morning..no rain..felt lazy..cold and moody..kitchen life..boring n tiring..bla bla bla by the lecturer..so hypnotize..made me even feel more sleepy n tiring..is like someone singing..in my ears..la la la..so sweet n soft..yeah..getting more n more sleepy..end of kitchen..hungry n thirsty..yes..almost fainted..sun so bright..burn me to ash..no i dun wan..my fair skin..my beautiful face..NnnnnOooo!!feeling agony..oh oh my darling..oh oh my prince..oh oh my love..where are you??come save me..need u much..but i've to stay strong..so lonely when alone..where is my shoulder??so called shoulder =.= busy day tiring day sleepy day..WAT THE FUCK..pi li pa la pi li pa la..bright sun become cloudy..the GOD almost cry..pity the lover..raining soon raining soon..let's sing..rain rain go away i wanna to come out play..rain rain pls dun rain good day might be moody day..well..is already moody..pi pi pi pi bom bom ciak..Erk..WAT!!how can how can..exaggerated news..omg omg omg..it cant be true but it is the fact..dom dom dom..pity little girl..listened to the horrible,terrible n vegetable news..AaaaAaaaAaaa..2 ppl jumped into the sea..the little girl jump into the sea and safe the cutie..a sucky jump in too..all save cutie..pity the ducky..cute little girl save ducky..Hooray Horray..seeing fierce little tiger..little girl fear of it..cutie shy shy shy..quiet quiet quiet..pity the little girl..groupy ladies n gentleman came..little girl wit cute little round moistering eyes..AwwAwwAww..so cute n warm..story told by little girl..so sad so suffering so disappointed..feeling hatred..hey hey hey..ran to a place..so secretive..fully pack wit flora n fauna..smell the fragrant of the flora..the warm of the environment..a protection of the fauna..and wait..laughter from group of bestie from every side..left,right,front n back..HUG HUG..oh baby why would u heard me so much??suddenly this song appeared..lovely hug hug from besties..tears dropping..sadness fill the little girl heart..happiness fill the evil so called angel heart..oh..my love..dun leave me..tell me u love me..i need u so much..am i wit u??yes the answer will be..YES!!

RANDOM things ever happened in 1 day of my life @.@

2009-04-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

Firstly..OMG!!I'm not going to believe tat..Should I say I'm damn lucky today??Hahaha..Candy and Suzanne..U 2 should say Christine..My Queen..Without u keep saying 'I want go Kitchen,I want go Kitchen,I want go Kitchen'..We wouldn't be so lucky to meet HIM..Who is that HIM??Is a 18 years old cute and hot guy with an amazing voice singing the song which is one of my favourite 'CRUSH'..OMG..He is David Archuleta!!AaaaaAaaaaAaaaa =P He was testing a black colour after I came out from the fitting room wearing the dress I now still keep wondering should buy or not..OMG..He smile at me when I was in BLUR staring at him..He is so handsome..Love his smile and eyes..CHARMING!!When Candy stand right in front of him..I told her tat 'IS HIM IS HIM IS HIM' but Candy doesn't seem to be noticed..It was like she was still looking at the mirror until I saw her eyes turned BIG like wanna drop out..AaaaAaaaAaaa XD We quickly rush near him but his assistant said 'NO PICTURE JUZ SIGNATURE'..Chew Chew Chew..So sad but at least we got the signature..But Suzanna is much more better than me and Candy coz she got the flyer and her signature there got written 'TO SUZANNE'..AaaaAaaaAaaa T_T Anyway..I feel so so so excited..Okay..Secondly..Today's class ended earlier..Tat time was around 2.30pm if i'm not mistaken..I was thinking of going shopping instead of joining them to pool..Then i phoned TingTing and she said 'I LOST MY PURSE'..WTH..Who so lame got nothing else better to do go steal ppl's purse..My poor Tingting lost her gold colour Paris Hilton purse..Dun worry Ting..You'll get bag ur pretty bag..And be patient..Dun so fast buy a new purse liao..Save MONEY!!Thirdly..Is Melody's friend named Jason who we gave him a nickname called 'ORANGE'..A guy she knew during the last time ice skating tat i miss the chance and last time meeting wit Joan..Haiz..Anyway..That all for this..Now i'm looking forward meeting 'DY' and quickly buy all the stuff i wan coz my heart very itchy so wanna get rip of it and can't wait to ICE SKATING..

dress i wanted to buy @.@

i'm not lying..is really him

David Archuleta's signature

this is the shirt David Archuleta tried (he might be wering tis during the concert =P)

Back from term break wit FUCKING accident =.=

2009-04-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

THE SOHAI'S CAR >^

no comment...juz breifly say it wat had happened...i was driving back KL... while on half way driving 'suangly' and cutting car on d speeding lane...suddendly... a car dun wan me to cut him, he purposely trying to let me bang him/her,but lucky my licenc PASS one.. so when he come out dat time... i manage to 'BRAKE' HAHA so lucky me... den suddendly 'BANG' from behind... my car was knocked behind by a stupid IDiot Dat Driving Fail.. duno which sohai JPJ's pass his licence coz d highway oni can drive 110 km/j but i drive 130 km/j nuting happen but dat fellow follow my back Bang me... WTF.. after he come down from the car WASAI so LANC neh dat sohai in green shirt short 'pant' wear like sohai gangster bt looks like GAY asshole.. wonder how his wife got pregnant and who willing to marry dat ass hole... how LAN c is DAt sohai he still need 2 PAY WAKAKAX... aH ha... 'continue' i walk down and see wad he said.. d 1st ting he said was... ' WHY U EMERGENCY BRAKE?' i wondering... in my mind i said ' U SOHAI A.. people cannot emergency brake a? ask dat fucking JPJ cancel dat LAW LA.. Y U STICK SO NEAR TO ME.. U TOT I MICHALE SUMAKAR A? can speed here and there and escaped from danger meh.. FUCK!' Nvmind pass dis and jump to a funny part... all people noes 'BAng ppl ASS sure pay' u noe wad d sohai said? he said to my bf... CLAIM OWN INSURANCE.. WAH LIAN! U DRIVE NISSAN LATIO I DRIVE MY VI.. NISSAN LATIO DAT MODIFY ALSO CANNOT PAY MY MY VI BUMPER? bt lucky la his insurance pay for him... nvmind i still happy coz now i noe PERODUA brand car are more better den NISSAN brand HAHA.. 'support barangan buatan Malaysia'. we wait & wait n wait and wait... wait till i bored and at last dat sohai brother come d... and said to me, ' U DRIVE A... haha NO NID SKED one' now i noe who more sohai.. and d sohai brother tell me i worry of my sister in law oni coz she's is pregnant den only i rush down and see wad happen... poor brother... ppl see her also dun see u.. u reali need to zao zao jing ji liao... wakakak... reach d police station... we make our own report and wait for dat 'IN'spector come to take our car picture... dat so called 'IN'spector reach after 2 hour plus after we make our report.. TMDTTC betul... He arrived... WTF when he take out his camera hor... d camera more expensive den his handphone... 'CIKICK CIKAK' finished capture? den go in and make another report... MGH him... come in terus said wanna saman me... fuck him la.. kena bang also need 2 saman i said... but not dat 'fuck him la' den he terus diam... conclusion is =>
INSPECTOR MIND [ KASI LA RASUAH TAU TAK? ]
OUR MIND [ FUCK U LA MAU MAKAN RASUAH SAJA BAIK PIGI JADI PENGEMIS ]
INSPECTOR MIND [ KAN TAU SAYA PENGEMIS =P ]
OUR MIND [ =.= KAMI TAU WALAUBAGAIMANPUN KITA PON KENA BAYAR ]
INSPECTOR MIND [ TAU TAKAPA ]
OUR MIND [ NAH! 'o0o' KASI LU MAKAN KU BANYAK $$ KASI SIKIT TAK AKAN MATI ]
areadly get post to become inspector still not enuf to feed family?
still wan rasuah... rasuah to give another wife izzit? who noes? Maeb...
DAMN TULAN d... END IT HERE...

TERM BREAK!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-26T01:39:00.000+08:00

happy happy happy..is term break now..no nid study and think so much..back to my home sweet home..my comfortable big bed..my puppy side..no worry bout money..get to meet my best friends..woohoo..yesterday i went to redbox wit my college friends..it really fun..everyone is shouting for freedom..we even promise to go for ice skating next friday..so..wait for me..haha..finally i get to see my best friends..all of them seem fine..good to see tat..but ther are bad..super bad..they laughed at my mandarin..i noe i spoke weirdly but as my best friends..correct me instead of laughing me..really feel like pulling all of u guys teeth except for kelvin..vin zai is most good wan..laugh a bit but at least he taught me..i really feel great back to home..mwah!!love love love..oh oh oh..almost forgot my lovely h-u-b-b-y..i'll take good care of myself..no worry..u take care of urself..prepare for next week study..is hard to say bye bye..i miss u so much..anyway,everything will be fine..ok la..off to bed..NITEZ!!

Culture & Orientation Night

2009-03-26T00:53:00.000+08:00

nothing to say about this..

juz i very enjoy having this bunch of college friends..

they're so kind and treat me very good..

i really enjoy college life now..

thanks to all my new friends..

nice meeting u guys..

let's hang out often XD

here are some pics :

the 1st 2 gals are renee and kathrine

DH 32,GROUP 2 beauties =D

tat malay girl is a hot babe XD

can't see xue ting @.@

this is xue ting =)

Melody and I

this is Japram

we're taking pic wit Best Costume,Sandy

DH 32,GROUP 1&2 members

my class rep,Teh Kai Tian(Sky)

Birthday & Valentine'$ for M3!!!

2009-03-26T00:34:00.000+08:00

dun noe wat to write actually..
well..juz start wit wat i wanna thanks to him and end wit list of stuffs he gave me..
thanks for giving me a wonderful valentine's day..
u bring me to places i never been to b4..
u let me feel how precious am i to u..
u gave me presents tat u never gave or think to give for ur ex..
i really appreciate wat u've done to me..
finally..i found my happiness..
u let me feel the warm and security..
it been so long and how much i wanted it..
and i even found who i am actually when i'm wit u..
i really thank you so much..and too..sorry..
sorry if i had hurt u but i still really need time..
the one and only??GOD know and fate will bring it on..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME..
HAPPY VALENTINE TO U..

here are the gifts he gave me:
1)ring
2)flower
3)feast
4)'long gai' to places i never been b4
5)so called korean style's spectacle
6)an expensive gown =.=
7)handmade bear

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2009-01-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

yeah..back to home le..my home sweet home..my comfortable room..my warm family..it was like almost 3 weeks i never see them..miss them so so much..the day i went back was also the day my friends tat go to ns came back too..i was very excited when all of us planning to meet each other..my first thought was..how are they being??do they still remember me??1st day of cny..in the afternoon..i back my mom's hometown..all the relatives are there..this is the first year tat all my mon's siblings back together..i can see through my mom's eyes tat she feel so happy to see them..many new borned babies..so cute all of them..but bad thing is i'm getting old and old..so sad..my grandparents are getting weaker..especially my grandpa..he is a strong old man tat dun have and old ppl desease..but tat day..he is old and seem a little weak..the way he looked and spoke to me..aww..i feel like hugging him wit my tears flowing but i cant because he dislike it..at tat moment..all i think about is be the best in his heart so tat he can rest assure tat he shouldn't have so much worry for all his children and grandchildren..my da sao also came wit us..my grandma likes her very much..kept talking wit her even dinner also wants to eat wit her..at night..i went back wit my 2nd bro& his gf and also da sao..i went to cousin's apartment overnight..ont he 3rd day of cny..me and my friends all gather jo maine's hz at night..long time no see all my besties..full of changes and i really miss them so much..adui..dun noe wan write wat..my paper lost..nvm..juz stop here for the moment..pics to be upload soon..I MISS ALL MY MUAR'S FRIENDS!!!

I'm back again =.=

2009-01-16T09:44:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry for the late posting my blog..kinda busy after i move to kl..kl life is so damn complicated compared to my hometown..but still..i've to suit myself to the new environment..i can do it??i hope i can..as long as i believe..at the beginning..i really cant stop thinking of my family and friends at muar..i miss them so much..but now..after i spend much time wit my housemate,Hwee Yen,Yen Ting,Ching Sing,Reena and my roommate,Ai Hui..i really dun have the feel of being lonely..i even met some of my friends who stay at the same apartment as me like,Ming Ming,You He,Dave,Melody,Joan,Cherrie,Wei Chung etc etc..they are all so true to me tat i feel so grateful tat i never been cheat and bully..i guess i'll suit to kl life as soon as possible..to be continue =D

the so call trip =.=

2008-12-11T15:30:00.000+08:00

i went to a trip on 7-10 dec tat mean yesterday night juz returned home..my home sweet home..so happy to get home coz i can get rip of my eyes to see some rotten ppl..during the trip..i did not enjoy at all..but i did happy to hang wit my friends..they are funny..so damn joker..the trip management isn't tat good..but luckily the price is worth it..i slept too few during the trip so when i back home..hohoho..i slept so much and warmming..and i didnt buy much stuffs when shopping..first time ar..aiyoyo..most of my money spent on foods,my 3 best friends' gift and at genting..is ok..at least i manage to buy something..drank starbucks..ate kindori ice-cream..and KIM GARY..hahaha..miss my 3 best friends so much..they are chew min,jo maine and shin shyan..at the trip..wat happened on me i sure reported to them..i wonder would they find my annoying but i think wont lar cause they're always by my side each time i've problems..unlike someone..got bf forgot friend..i was mostly all alone wit a bunch of boys during the trip..who am i with??they are kelvin,david,kok chun,john,yong teng(bawang/onion fan =P),ah pang,zhi ming,jeremy,chin seong and win sern(gor gor =P)..luckily still have them or else i really dun noe the purpose of my going this trip..the so call best friend is very good to me..threw me alone and even wanted me follow her to sleep wit boys..so keen of having a same bed wit ur boy then use ur money book room lar..dun kepoh and plan for ppl for the room..and the boy..like he very great jiang..more like a dummy..ppl juz pei he him still tot wat his saying are something..wondering how tick is his face..and he even scolded me when i saw CLOWN..hey moron..is nothing for ppl to have wat they fear ok..no right for u to scold ppl and spreaded it to others as if like u noe wat the actual problem..this is call 'JIA LI HAI'..and hello..u r juz a normal human being..dun trick ah pang like a dog..u're not his owner..he has his own life..a better life than u..stupiak ppl do stupiak thing..i dun care u hate me or wat because i hate u too..irresponsible ppl..still dare scolded ppl CB when ppl dun let u and ur wife in a bed..both of u are one of a kind..look at the mirror b4 criticise others ok..let's talk about winsern..hohoho..my gor gor so poor de..a guy who dun noe play mahjong yet kept winning made everyone keft shouted at him..hahaha..new nick for him (UZL)..hush hush..cant say out loud..hahaha..let's say the trip management..only the last 2 days good nia..1st day..we went to seremban first only went to port dickson..shop at seremban quite nice de..but when reach port dickson..swt swt swt..tat day was raining day..cant go out play..but the boys did managed to play volleyball..we stayed at eagleranch resort..the girls' room are much more better than the boys..the boys' room are something look like PLKN kem..hahaha..let them testing first b4 they go to real PLKN life..hahaha..then at night we gone for BBQ but not at the beach..kinda pity cant see any beach during the trip..on the 2nd day..10 am we checked out and set off to KL Sunway Pyramid..the sab girls are great..they managed to do some shopping while me and those bunch of boys juz managed to eat at KIM GARY and zhi ming brought socks =.= then we set off to genting..nice managment..i juz have a look at those shops without stepping in..erk..i'll be back..herm..2nd day's evening we reached genting..i sleft wit 3 of the sab girls..they are yuan yeeh,pei si and xiao tian..3 of them are nice and cheerful..yuen yeeh and pei si are so cool shopping queen..hahaha..night we juz hang hang around then drank starbucks and back room and started our gambling till around 3.30++ then i back room slept..why slept wit other ppl..is easy..dun wanna one room wit boys..while my so call best friend slept wit her bf and other bunch of boys without caring others feeling..they're great right??super rotten couple..i dun wish to talk about the 3rd day because it was so damn bad day for me..the last day was shopping day lor..didnt managed to buy more things so wait next time lar..type for one hour liao..anyway..happy tat the trip over..get back my normal life..can meet my true best friends..wanna plan my own holiday plan le..miss min,maine and shyan..back to my happy life..thx to kelvin,david,kok chun,john,chin seong,ah pang,win sern,yong teng and jeremy..oh ya ya..thx to jin rong too..he is sot sot dei de when playing cards wit whatever he said..i really felt like killing him tat time..hahaha..wanna go take a bath..will be back for the new post..buhbye =)

Finally @.@

2008-11-29T15:31:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah yeah..exam over le..finally ar..got back my beauty sleep..my freedom..my happy days..but when jan 2009..adui..new chapter of my story in my life will begin..new challenge,new hope,new achievement,a better success..all waiting for me..i'll be strong to face it de..never say NO..during exam..omg..tough days..stressful and tiring..scary moment..but it was the last few days for me to see all my friends..now exam over..kinda miss them so much..boring time..but at least no more pressure..holiday le..can read back my precious novels..have time hanf out wit my friends..go find my relatives..go trips and SHOPPING of course..hahaha..now haven trouble which clothes should donate out..too many clothes liao..hooray to princess hui fern..hahaha..oh ya..i'm so into my new hairstyle now..even there is not much changes..but wat for make it till so exxagerate??i still of plenty of time to torture my hair..hahaha..my new hairtyle is a bit ceramic in the inside of each layer of hair so my hair will look more,even 'pong' and easy to style..straight at the bottom and i highlighted it..light brown+gold colour..choosen by my mom..anyway..quite satisfy wit it..pic will be upload soon..stop here now..wanna plan my holiday le..oh yes yes..this is important..NO PLKN for me..hahaha..happy-ing buhbye XD

Complicated Argh!i!i! ~_~"

2008-11-02T16:51:00.000+08:00

today will be the last day for me to touch my precious whity whity computer..sad ar..but wat to do..SPM is important..Once in a lifetime..even it is important but i still hate it very much..exam is not for exploring genius but to make more humans to be stressful and mad easily..why the goverment wan like this leh??syok izzit??haiz..exam is in due of time..but my mood..OMG..damn complicated..suddenly so many feelings come at the same time..secondary life is over soon..am i really tat happy??i dun wanna leave my friends..sooner..new chapter of my life is coming..new challenges..new friends..new environments..new me..have to grow up le..cant be naive and let ppl cheat easily..i can do it mah??maybe gua..future is unpredictable..let the fate decide my path..i'll juz have to try my best and do my best so maybe i can be the best among all the best people..am i lonely??sometimes i feel so..hate of being lonely but sometimes we do have to be lonely for a moment juz can think deeply wat we really wan in life..LOVE??do i meant to be in love??i'm wondering ~_~..i dun wanna been hurt but yet it seem like i'm hurting someone else..do i love him??or i still love the other??both of these men are totally good to me..but i juz can choose either one..well..i dun really know wat are these both good men mind thinking..they're hard to understand..i admit i still fear of something..a feeling tat is hard to explain..a scare of losing again de feeling..so agony..i need a secure feeling..i need a very strong dependability..i need protection..i need him to always tell me tat be strong,i'll support u as i'll always be there for u..i dun wan him to give up on me but i cant be selfish..he has his right to find his happiness..CRY??who care..is juz a few drop of tears..i'll give him my blessing sincerely??if he can do it..so do i..haiz T_T..i dun really know wat is love actually..till now i still think love is like a game..something start then start successfully&smoothly then game over cruelly&suffering..eventhough i hope for a love which in only for me..truly for me..but i dun have choice..juz close one eye,open one eye and go on my life wit wat i've now..FAMILY??getting merrier and merrier..March 2009..new member will be adding into my family..not a baby..juz a lady..my eldest brother's wife..welcome welcome..when my elder brother going to get marry??his future wife is such a damn nice lady..juz like my 'da sao'..very hardworking,responsible and sensible..as for my cousins..we grow up years by years and learned a lots years by years..remember the tougher the way u approach..the easiest the way u going next in ur life..so dun complain so much..anything can come to me..i'll have my ears for u..no need bf/gf..my sholders is wide enuf for u ppl to lay on..i juz wan to see u all smile..dun upset or cry over ppl who are not worth too..never step my way..dun wish u all to regret like me..be urself and the natural u is wat others want..FRIENDS??i'm missing them one by one..i wanna hold them tightly but in the end still have to let them go..different people..different path to go..different lifestyle..Gurlmates..We're separating soon..But i'll always remain u gurls in my heart..Bury all the memories u gurls gave me deeply in my heart..We mustn't lost contact..We've to keep in touch often..Never forget me too..Wish u gurls all the best and be successful in the future..Got anything can come to me..I'm forever available for u gurls..For the other friends of mine(boys&girls)..Always be in pink of health..Good luck in whatever you guys trying to do..Remember to jio me yam cha when got free time..May our friendships last forever..As for me..Juz hope next in my new chapter of my life will be better..Real LOVE&FRIENDS..Better HEALTH..A SUCCESS working lady..A HAPPY family..My LIFE is as smooth as cotton..No Worry Juz Sweet days..Stick wit my QUOTE:[[+never give up what make you smile but never give into what makes you cry+]]..The End

-complicated,heart broken,missing gurl T_T-

Grabbed from Chong Kian ^_^

2008-10-23T15:02:00.001+08:00

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Experimenting

You're all about looking at the facts, and you could always use more of them.
You see life as your lab - and you're always trying out new things, people, and ideas.

The master of mix and match, you're always coming up with unique combinations.
You are good at getting a group to reach consensus.

What's" Your Thinking Style?

Super Dancer Online (SDO)

2008-09-20T14:36:00.000+08:00

it had been a long time since i last played this so called sdo online game..among all the online game..this is the most challenging game i ever played..now this game back to my life again..b4 i played it using dancing pad..know wat..it is juz like exercise..i sweat a lot when playing it..good way of slimming down..i did thin down about 2 kg..well..tat time i'm gamer i guess..hahaha..i even grew taller..well..jump and moce and sweat..it did helped..hahaha..but now..it is a diff way..i have to use my hand to play it..i'm kinda so called noob when play this game again..but i believe my skill will gain back..bully me the stupid friends..i will be back..hahaha..

That was really SSTTUUPPIIDD!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-01T16:54:00.000+08:00

finally..thing was settled..all of it was juz an misunderstanding and sort of angry words..well..is stupid actually..why need to do such lame thing..and hey..pls lar..joking and serious are totally 2 different matter..said more than 1 time doesn't mean it is serious..dun so sensitive..relax boy..lazy to write liao lar..think of it jiu feel freak out..where got such lame de ppl wan..like ah pang said..not everything must say out juz call settle problem..kuo hao was right too..gossip thing..come on..if dun know the meaning of gossip then dun gossip and simply drag ppl in ur stupid gossip..backstab is juz a small case too..if u dare to backstab ppl..then dun bother ppl backstb u too..this is life..learn to hold on things easily..if not one day u might gone mad..bye bye 88

This F**Ker is totally FREAK!!

2008-08-29T16:27:00.000+08:00

i never knew i've a friend who have a weird pattern like him..in the beginning still tot he is really a damn nice pure guy..but in the end..he said he lost everything..and whatever shit he lost he blame it all on his friend who once is his buddy and is a girl..like this u guys might know who are all the characters..now only i find out..he is a great pretender..he is good in acting..he such a great 2 faces..can say gud in front u and bad at the back of u..give u guys an example..

A boy told C girl tat B boy said C girl very hiao..when C girl go ask B boy then B boy said is juz joking..B boy then said A boy backstab him..then A boy told B boy tat C girl in bad mood so dun bother C girl..tat is mean tat C girl spoke nonsense!!

not juz like tat..he even admited tat he acted in front of someone when he and his ex-gf together..do u know why he wanna act??coz he wanna revenge..he blame tat somebody caused him to broke up wit his gf..see how pathetic is this freako..and today..yesterday happened a new case..actually this problem was long time ago de thing..but cause he made everybodu tulan him yet wan wact innocent..he picked up a quarrel wit someone..let's back to the past incident..

C girl featured friends are kl,kh,cr,ey,ck,ll

A boy told C girl tat all her friendster featured friends talked bad about her..They said C girl very hiao and like to flirt wit them especially kh..

then yesterday heard kl told C girl tat freako went quarrel wit kh..see how noob is this whole thing going on..and tat A boy told C girl tat he never said kl bad words juz good words..look who's talking now..he himself said kl said C girl bad words and now turn into kl got nothing involve in dun noe wat suck matter is this..and now too..tat A boy said C girl is a great story creator..he is really pathetic..

an advice to everyone..dun simply say ppl bad words id tat matter isn't true..dun make ppl tulan u already then wan act innocent..if u didnt do wrong thing..why everyone wan pint their hands at u..and remember watever words u had say in case got ppl malign u..if the the devil will climb over u as u r the angel..

stop for now..to be continue~

Who am I? T_T

2008-08-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

today..i find myself really kinda weird..out of the blue..many complicated feeling surrounding me..izzit everything was a dream or i juz 2 souls in one body..i hate myself so much..my life would be totally perfect without this uncurable sickness and generation gaps family..now i juz realise..my world is a lie..my friends aren't true toward me..my love life isn't tat lucky for me to have it..my family juz trying to use me as i have the appearance and money..wat are all this nonsense about..i'm brave enuf but somehow i still scare of something..something even me myself dun even know wat is it..something tat i wanna explore yet i dun have the guts..i hate myself..if i could end my life now..would it be better..will anyone mourn for me and upset over my death??my heart beat very fast each time i see him..but my heart do feel so pain whenever i see him..i feel so agony..suffering here alone isn't nice at all..no one will understand me..now i feel i'm really a good pretender..my whole life is about acting..i never be the real me in front of anyone..izzit true??i dun noe..DAMNIT!!i really dun wanna continue my life now..but there are so much things for me to discover..i feel so hurt..if one day..he will hold me on and tell me how much i mean to him..i will lost all my senses and step into his world to understand wat is his mind thinking about..if he say i can always depend on him..i will near and put my head on his shoulder for my tears of happiness to flow out..if he say I LOVE YOU..i will turn around and step back 3 steps away and say sorry this is not a game..never ever fool me as u dun fit too..when he said i'm serious and swear upon the GOD..i will say thanks for loving me but you're too blind to love me..but but but..somehow i still wish tat MR.RIGHT will appear..juz let me hold him once..and then let go..tat would be the best memory i ever had..LOVE is DANGEROUS..without love..you're LONELY and no one will step at ur side tell u..hang on and be strong..i'll always there by ur side supporting u forever..I'm juz a stupid ignorant gurl..Crying is all i know for now T_T

~heartbroken~

What A Bloody Hell You're!!!!

2008-08-19T17:00:00.000+08:00

i'm burst out now!!damnit!!what the bloody heck!!he is juz a guy!!a guy wif lots of pattern!!he think he attract girls very much but he is juz as nuisance as a donkey!!b4,i admited i did admired him a lots but now i juz now i'm being blind for years!!how could i be such a dummy!!but is ok,i know i'm change..not yet better but at least not worse anymore!!he is a jerk!!stop ur act in front every ignorant ppl!!they juz haven fall into ur trap!!stop telling ppl how much u adore me and how much i hurt u..u're juz a jerk wit a sharp mouth!!whenever i see u,u might think i feel nothing but actually i wanna vomit and splash u wit a glass of float coke!!if i have magic i would have zap u off my sight!!u think u r handsome??indeed but compare to others u r juz one of the ugly!!u think u very good in the inner part??come one..stop being a laugh stock..juz tend to point at ppl mistake without looking urself in the mirror..wat a shame..learn to be better only hope for ppl to treat u nicer..dun use ur stupid mouth without sincere action..u might safe for now but one day u will regret for wat u had done to others..remember..u can lie to ppl but not urself..not everyone can see wat u had done but GOD is always watching over u..Beware or else HELL u go!!

My Favourite:PINK XD

2008-08-01T21:32:00.000+08:00

Various colours of PINK

Pink is a pale red color that was first recorded in the 17th century to describe the pale red flowers of pink, flowering plants in the genus Dianthus. This color stands for beauty, grace and goodness. The color pink itself is a combination of red and white. Other tints of pink may be combinations of rose and white, magenta and white, or orange and white.

Most of the girls now getting sick of the colour of PINK..I wonder why..Pink isn't that bad..Is a nice colour which show how cute a little girl is,how gender a lady is,how sweet is represented something and so on..Like me..I love pink very much but my parents think that I'm childish..At my age..We suppose to like colours which are mature a bit..Well I don't think so..Pink can be combined with other colours too such as black,white,green,purple and so on..It is very nice I assure it..I wanna say more about PINK but I'm run out of time..I'll continue it when I have a free time..See ya..And support PINK =P

I'm Princess HuiFern in PINK

Short hair le..New hairstyle..Fresh and still the Leng me =)

2008-07-31T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hohoho..The long hair christine is now short hair..Many ppl asked,where is ur hair??why u cut short??you received wat 'da ji'?? and even commented on me like,are you nut!!i prefer ur long hair,nice and fresh,still leng lah and many other more..Well..It juz hair..Will grow long one day..Why u guys have to reacted so exaggerated like sentenced me to HELL!!I like this hairstyle anyway..Life is full of unpredictable..Keeping long hair since standard 5..Must try something new mah..Wanna feel 'ke xi' of my hair..Why dun feel 'ke xi' on one of my gurlmates,Janice's hair..Her hair is much more longer than mine..Hehe..Well..Thx for those who like my new hairstyle and dun feel 'ke xi' about my hair to certain ppl..My hair will grow long de..Dun worry..Blek..Hey guys..Try something new isn't tat bad..U might regret if u never try..The right side pic was the day I have the courage to cut off my long hair..Short hair stil nice wat..Always the only me..Long Live CTHF!!Muahahaha XD

He is back =D

2008-07-31T22:34:00.000+08:00

after attending mp,acting cute =P
b4 installation at my hz =)

Yeah Yeah Yeah..He is backed..Yes he did..Few days ago on last Friday..He went back on last Sunday..We met on the Saturday and so do Sunday b4 he went back..Miss him so much..He thin le..Very thin..But me..Even chubbier..Swt lah =.='..But he still like the way I am..Hahaha..Syok sendiri sial..Oh ya..During hsm st.john mp..He even wrote me a dedication saying i love you forever..How sweet he is..Love ya..Blek..Actually i dun noe wanna write wat ler..Juz feel my blog long time no update and juz wanna express how much I miss him..Hahaha..Anyway..We met,we ate together,we went out,holding hand and took many pictures..Hahaha..Still not enough..Wait him back again then let him be my white mouse..Nenenepupu..Oops..Almost forgot..I wanna apologize to him too that on the day he wanna go back kl..He still spared his time waiting for me to get ready juz for wanna fetch me go to my gurlmates interact installation..So sorry and thanks for it..Every second,every minute and every hour the time I spent with him..I really very happy and feel so so so 'xing fu'..Well,I dun know how much this relation will last long but I can assure that I'll do my very best for him as long as he happy..Dear,I Love You!!Muacxx XD

I'm Barbie Movies Collector

2008-06-22T20:59:00.001+08:00

No doubt..I am a barbie maniac..But i'm not in to those barbie dolls..I'm in to the barbie movies..I collected it since my dun know how many trip to Genting =.=..The person incharged was promoting Barbie 1st movie..When I saw the trailer..One thing came to my mind..I MUST HAVE IT =)!!I still remember the time my mom burned all my barbie dolls juz to punish me..But she never know how hurt am i tat time..But is ok..Now I'm back..The barbie maniac..Oops..Is barbie movie maniac..It cost a lot..See how my mom going to burn it..Muahahaha =x..Is not i'm physco or wat..So old already still in to barbie doll??Is juz for collection and i love the dress so do the songs..Fairytale is always fairytale with always the same quote:LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER..Swt =.=..But somehow..I still BELIEVE there is LOVE to bring one life happiness but is you're fooling someone love life you're fooling urself too..I lurve PINK so much..Barbie is also all about PINK..Wahahaha..Anyway..Whoever wanna watch my barbie movie collection u have to rent it =P..It is my precious and it is priceless so dun ask for buying it =P

Dieting T.T

2008-05-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

Ever feel yourself over weight??What the feel like standing beside someone thinner then u or fatter than u??You're over weight coz of ur hig heavy bone or u are too tall??Come on..All of this is juz a lie..Stop crapping..Fat mean fat..Stop finding excuse bout saying 'oh..i got heavy bone../oh..i'm tall'..Bullshitting..Well..Many ppl prefer being chubby so do being skeleton..Some ppl said:U should eat more..U suit chubby face..Thin doen't suit u..Some ppl also said:Come on..You're fat..Is time to slim down..I should say tat ppl who talk too much do need to keep fit of their mouth..Eat is a bliss..Look beyond there..So many unfortunate ppl can't even eat one RM2.50 chicken rice..But too fat isn't good at all too..Can't wear nice clothes..Easily get urself into health problem..As for me..I'm too short..But i'm chubby..When i'm thin..Everyone said not nice..Now i'm fatter yet they said 'OMG..You're fat!'..Dammit..Now i'm organiclicios..Eating all sort of organic foods..It taste nice but not many ppl like it..Wondering why..My mom said diet is stupid..Can eat why dun wan eat??Wait u die see how u going to eat!!Wat a scary word is this..Anyway..This comment is juz a rubbish..Simply wrote nia..Hahaha..I juz wanna say tat..Eat is nice..U can maintain a nice figure by eating less oily and fried foods..Eat more organic foods..Do more exercise..Too fat isn't good honestly..Now i'm trying to slim down..Dun ever ask me to stop..Dun ever say say me thin if u dun mean it..Dun ever tell me i'm fat coz i'm trying hard now..And for those who are fat too..Dun juz know how to laugh at ppl..Think of urself..And those thin ppl..Too thin won't make urself look even prettier..U're juz a damn skeleton..Wan ppl to jealous and envy u..Built ur nice personalities first..Christine Teo Hui Fern!!YOU MUST THIN DOWN!!Argh!!

Tagged by Fabian

2008-05-18T13:05:00.000+08:00

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time:1.16pm
Name:Christine Teo Hui Fern
Sisters:0
Brothers: 2
Shoe size: 4-5
Height: 158cm
Where do you live: Muar
Favourite drinks: Watermelon Juice
Favourite breakfast: American Breakfast/Dim Sum
Have you ever been on a plane: Nope
Swam in the ocean: Nope
Fallen asleep in school: Sure
Broken someone's heart: Think so
Fell off your chair: Yeap
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yeap
Saved e-mails: Sometimes
What is your room like: Pinky
What's right beside you: My handphone
What is the last thing you ate: Fried Rice
Ever had chicken pox: Nope
Sore throat: Sometimes
Stitches: Nope
Broken nose: Nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: Sometimes
Like picnics: Maybe
Last made you smile: 'his' sms
You last yelled at: My 2nd brother

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Yeap
Kissed anyone: Nope
Get sick: Nope
Talked to an ex: Nope
Miss someone: Yeap
Eat: Yeap
Best feeling in the world: The time he is right beside me
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Nope
What's under your bed: Floor
Who do you really hate: The time he left me
What time is it now: 1.20pm

Randoms :
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yes
Q: Do you have any siblings: Sure
Q: Do you want children: Maybe
Q: Do you smile often: Of course
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: I dun think so
Q: Are your toenails painted: Haven
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: No idea
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: Green
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: Eating
Q: I can't wait till: I get wat I want
Q: When did you cry last: Few weeks ago
Q: Are you a friendly person: Yeap
Q: Do you have any pets: Yeap

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
Kuala Lumpur

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?
Yeap

Do you sleep with the TV on?
Nope

What are you doing right now?
Replying this tag...argh..

Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yup..It is painful man =.=

Can you handle the truth?
Depend

Are you too forgiving?
Depend

Are you closer to your mother or father?
Both

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Pillow

How many people can you say you've really loved?
Family love one..Friends love one..Only one love for lover..

You eat healthy?
Definitely..I'm organicfern XD

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
Ya

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
Yeap

How often do you go to church?
I'm buddhist

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?
No one

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
Both

You confident?
Depend

5 things I was doing 10 years ago..(1998)
1-Learning ABC
2-Get scolding
3-Study in primary school
4-Playing around
5-Watching cartoons

5 things on my to-do list today
1-Tuition
2-Blogging
3-SMS
4-Friendster
5-Sleep

5 snacks I enjoy
1-cakes
2-chocolates
3-twities
4-candies
5-biscuits

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1-Travel around the world
2-Buy a house
3-Buy fashions from all over the world
4-Buy my family whatever they want
5-Donate to people needed

5 of my bad habits
1-Blur
2-Too friendly
3-Lazy
4-Too believe in someone else
5-Naive/ignorant

5 places I have lived in
1-Australia
2-Malacca
3-Johor Bahru
4-Kuala Lumpur
5-Muar

5 jobs I've had
1-cashier at my bro's pc shop
2-promoter at wetex parade
2-waitress at uncle's restaurant
3-work part time help ladies do facial(learner)
4-work in mobile shop
5-help my dad to tick stock

5 people I tag
-Fabian
-Yen Yen
-Shi Ying
-Lawrence
-Yuan Yeeh

Teacher's Day

2008-05-17T17:03:00.000+08:00

16/05/2008

The day when all the students show their appriciation and gifts given out to their teachers..This was also the day where all the students can see the smile on their teachers face who look serious all the time..Oops..And also the day for students to break the sch law XD..Once a year..Teacher's Day is the most wanted celebration all over the world..This year my school motto is 'Guru Cemerlang,Negara Terbilang'..I have to admit tat teachers are the 2nd most important ppl in the world..Without them..There is no good politician such as Mahathir but not Chua Soi Lek this kind..There is no good doctors to heal the patiances and lawyer who help man kind fight for their will..And so do policemen,firemen and soldiers who protect the country..But there are some teachers that is not worth to be..For example>>Pn.Maimunah(u not suppose to slap student),Pn.Wong(stop mensiasueykan our sch)and so on..Anyway..Is not tat i like to be 'fang dui dang'..It juz i have my own principle and teachers should think more for we students side..Anyway..I like my sch decipline teachers(Pn.Nabilah) eventhough she is too strict but the way she teaching..U will have to bow at her..Yesterday was damn tired..But somehow i do enjoy the teacher's day celebration..Seeing all the students having fun with thiers teachers..It is really a great and nice moment..I'll end here for today..Teachers..I may not be the best..But I won't be the worst..I'll work hard for dream..Once A Convent Girl..Forever A Convent Girl..Keep The School Torch Burning..Strive for SPM..Juz do my best..^^LUCKY^^

Love you Mommy..Happy Birthday Shian..

2008-05-11T19:45:00.000+08:00

Today is Mother's Day..I'm wondering..Exam month..Workers work even harder..How many ppl busy with their jobs and neglect their mothers or they dun even care bout this special day??I believe there are still many ppl celebrating this special day even they're busy and tired when this hustle bustle town is so torturing..Today is also one my of best friend's birthday..Her name is Miss Tee Shun Shian..She is a very hardworking girl..Somehow she is one of a kind like me..Example:kong mong most of the time..Hahaha..Today i'm not as kong mong as yesterday..I didn't forget to take pics..Hahaha..Today's foods are delicious compared to yesterday..It is much more yummy..But only special for Mother's Day..Hahaha..I've to study soon..So juz wanna wish my friend Good Luck and may ur DREAM come true..And mommy..You're my only one and you'll always remian in my heart..Forget the past..Fight against ur phobia..To all the Mommies in the world..Happy Mother's Day..And children be nice to ur parent and be grateful tat u have such a wonderful mom who gave birth to u hardly..

Yong Peng

2008-05-11T14:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was so awful..Gotto faced my evil cousins..Waited one hour for the undelicious foods..And I even forgot to take pics..What the hack is my brain working??I juz manage to took some of my 'zi lian' pics and one wif my dad..Should look at his face..Damn funny..Hahaha..The foods..Yew..Well..I am on diet..But tat sort of foods..Really made me wanna pour it all into the rubbish dump..But the cake and the desert..Wow..So tasty..Is homemade..My mom and aunties made it..But i forgot to take the pic down..Tat is stupid..Haiz..Anyway..There is something exciting..The journey from my cousin's hz to the restaurant was i drove..Woohoo..Everyone praised me got skill..(wondering they are 'fu yen' me or wat..swt =.=')..Today morning..Again I drove my cousins out for breakfast..They bought me to a 'dim sum' shop..The foods there still not bad compared to yesterday..I like the mee and carrot cake(not the real cake) and also the ice kacang..So nice but early in the morning ate such thing kinda weird..Hahaha..Anyway..Wish my grandma stay healthy..I'll visit u whenver i'm free..Miss ya..

I wan my hair back =(

2008-04-30T17:44:00.000+08:00

my hair is straight again..i miss my corn hair..stupid teacher and suckz sch rules..we go to study wat for so kepo about our hair or nail or watever..long hair then tie it jiu suan lian mah..talk so much for wat..still ugut ppl wit wat suckz kad kuning..go eat kuning fish lar..bodoh sial..i'm so so so angry..hope secondary life over soon..but i scare spm..and i will miss all my friends here..wondering when the goverment will set the rule tat students go to sch are to study so no need bother their fashion..but i think it is impossible..because Malaysia is kinda ORBIT and boring place..now i know why everyone wan to go overseas like Australia/London/America..pissed off stupid sch..*ARGH*

Hari Kemahiran 2008

2008-04-29T14:57:00.000+08:00

Prizes We Won:

*JOHAN:
-Best Gadjet
-Best Dishes
-Orieentaring(juniors group)

*NAIB JOHAN:
-Masakan
-Model Tower
-Kawad Kaki

*TEMPAT KETIGA:
-Orieentaring(seniors group)

*JOHAN (Category Perempuan)
*JOHAN Keseluruhan

Hari Kemahiran is finally over which was on 25-27 of April..The participants of Pandu Puteri,Convent secondary sch were doing their great job..I'm proud when i heard the annoucement about all the prizes we got for each category..Even not all of the prizes we got is champion..But i'm very satisfy..We even won for the Johan Keseluruhan..We're girls and we beat the boys down..But somehow it is not as nice as wat i think..Many not very happy wit the results..And some even blame John for helping but it wasn't his fault..How can they simply accused and scolded ppl like tat..It is too unreasonable..Winning or Losing doesn'y matter..Try again next time unless u wanna give up forever..But i admited tat i do kinda shock wit the results..That day,my buddy(hao yang) performed his piano..Wow..It is excellent..Bravo and Hooray for buddy..Wakakax..Lastly,congratulation to all the winner especially my kawad team..Even it is juz 1st runner up..But i really happy coz u girls got the chance to stand on the stage and ur effort isn't waste at all..Hope to see u girls next year wit a better performance..The video below is the time during those cute girls kawad-ing..Oh ya..As a reminder..Dun care wat ppl said about us..Juz do wat we think is right..Never give up..Work harder and learn from our mistake..And for outsider..Sorry is we had offended u and pls stop crapping about ours bad words..Thanks for cooperation..more Friend is better than more Enemy~PANDU PUTERI SMC SELALU SEDIA =)~

First Date =D

2008-04-13T01:39:00.000+08:00

12/04/2008

it have been half year and a month that i'm alone in my miser world eventhough he is there..we been contacting day to day till now..fate made us together..izzit another chance for me to fall into the hell??or a way for me to raise to the heaven??no doubt..no lie..i really fall in love again..luckily tat feel isn't faded at all..if not i might lose faith in boys..or maybe i'm the one who turn into boy minded..haha..juz a cold joke from me..anyway..today was fun..kinda weird for a first date..4 ppl going out together..[sie lih&xin yi @ lawrence&me]..the first place we gather were at my hz..raining day somemore(romantic??) and our leader even came late..should give her a hard punishment(wicked face)..then sie lih drove us to shop in(buy nothing) and next to pc fair(brought a pendrive and a memory card)..the last destination we went was at Uncle Sam's Cafe..lawrence and i ordered a 2 person pack and it came out like 4 person pack..[one mushroom soup,one fish&chip,one cutlet chicken chop,salad with boiled eggs,french fries,small fried rice and jelly ice-cream as dessert]..what de..damn many de lar..we ate till over bloated..kinda wanna vomit out all of it..my diet plan had been putting on weight plan =.='..anyway..today i enjoy it very much..thanks sie lih for being our 'driver' and lawrence for the wonderful night..really happy to be with u..i appreciate our relation very much..thank you so much..lastly is the 3 words i should say to u..I LOVE YOU!!

To be continue~~

2 days 1 night in KL

2007-12-09T12:52:00.000+08:00

07/08-DECEMBER-2007

7.45am:i woke up to get prepared..
8.45am:my godbro,brandon came to fetch me to the bus station..
9.15am:the bus set off to kl..
altogether 8 ppl in kl during the trip..
i enjoy it very much..
my godbro,brandon is so great..
he brought me to place tat i seldom went and let me figure out there are some interesting places i miss it b4..
we even help foo seong and sze chee to patch up together..
wondering how they make it already??
hope it is successful as both are nice ppl..
talk about foo seong..
really have to thanks him for his unstable connexting GPS..
we have to walk back to the hotel from sungai wang to pudu raya in day time!!
wat de..luckily it is evening and the sunlight not strong if not i'll grill him and eat him up..
hahaha..
first time meet brandon's gf..
she is pretty and thin but she seem unfriendly..
but tat is her pattern so have to accept it and she is quite nice..
during the trip..i spent whole my time together wit des..
he take good care of me there..
it seem like i'm 'milk pig'..
it feel so nice and warm but is a pity..
pity of wat??
none of u guys business..
definitely not harmful thing..
hahaha..
actually there are a lots to write but i very lazy already..
so skip to the next day..
we slept until 10.30am++ juz woke up..
then prepared until 11.00am++..
then go to klcc eat at kim gary..
wow..
the cheese baked rice so nice..
and also the 'yuan yang' tea..
next time i wanna go try again..
hehe..
then we divide into 2 groups..
4 ppl back at 3pm and another 4 ppl back at 8pm..
wondering the 4 ppl who back at night do at the pc fair and shopping??
definitely enjoy it i guess..
stop here now..
wan go pig pig lor..
tataz..

I'm nnaaiivvee!!

2007-12-01T14:09:00.000+08:00

30-NOVEMBER-2007

What a damn thing happened again..
Why am I so easy to fell??
When can just I woke up from my suck optional..
I too naive..
Why must love treat me badly??
Izzit wrong for me to have a good love..
I just begin to start believe him but he disappointed me..
I hate promises..
Promises are made to be uphold and not to be destroy..
No one will understand me anymore..
Ppl just know they think they know me and know how I fell..
But they are wrong..
I am sure of that..
I'm no longer myself..
All of you will never understand how I feel and who am I now..
I begin to feel something fresh..
A whole new bad and cheat journey..
I always stick to me principle..
Believe youself anything is possible..
But I'm lost..
I might no longer believe..
I hate myself and my rotten life..
Thanks for telling me how fuck am I..
A devil will never become an angel..
Will LOVE encourage me again??
I don't know and hope for NO!!
I HATE I HATE I HATE ~SOBBING~

Big Family In Hat Yai,Thailand!!

2007-11-21T00:24:00.000+08:00

12-OCTOBER-2007

It is the first time we one big family gather together on a trip to thailand..
It feel great and fresh with full of happiness and enjoyment..
Actually..We don't come from a nice family matter..
Is too complicated and really hard to explain..
But this trip is a miracle to us..
Everthing seem gone smooth..
We teenagers enjoyed our holidays and keep on sampat and laughing like mad ppl the whole time we gather together..
But we did quarreled sometimes..
While for the adults..
They had misunderstanding but they hang along well..
It seem like hatred between them is going to vanish soon..
Hooray!!
One last thing is..
This trip suppose to be our family trip..
But I dun know what wrong wit my uncle brain that he bought someone I hate along the trip..
I hate 'ma pi jing' and he is a hobbit to me..
I'm fake I got to admit..
In front him, I pretent to be friendly but at the behind of me..
Fu-yoh!!
Stab him stab till die..Hahaha~~
But I not that wick..So it is just rubbish that i said..
I juz can say that i hate tat hobbit uncle..
Why I hate him??
Is my family affair..
Well..I juz wish that some how we can gather together again like last time..
But is only with our own family..
No more mr.hobbit!!
*ONCE A FAMILY,FOREVER REMAIN FAMILY*

A trip to KL at GASOLINE @ I-Socks @ Eye On Malaysia with my dearest Aunty Melinda's family

2007-11-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

19-NOVEMBER-2007

So happy to come to kl..

It had been a long time since I've been here..

Miss my Pei Fang jie jie, cousins and aunty Melinda so much..

The first place I visited in kl is Berjaya Times Square..

There is my 2nd bro's gf working place..

She worked as something high position in selling snuker's items..

At dinner time..Ah Fang bought me to we teenage favoutite place GASOLINE!!

Then my aunty and her family came to pick me up..

B4 we left the shopping complex..We went to the famous I-SOCKS world..

I brought lot of things there and had become one of the member..

It is so cool..They are great..Love it and will support them always..

My jie jie said wanna but one dolly dress from the haunted house as my birthday present..

Can't wait to have it..Yahoo!!

After that..We went to EYE ON MALAYSIA!!

The wheel is damn big but not as high as i imagined..Ha!Ha!

Because it is raining day so we took not much pics..

My 2nd Anime Favourite Series

2007-11-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

24-OCTOBER-2007

The first start 2nd season of JIGOKU SHOUJO,my 2nd favourite anime series..

It is something unique about revenge from a hell girl who help human from earth to bring the person they hate or enemy to hell earlier b4 their death through a hotline from internet..

But it is a contract..

When u enter the person name who u wish to leminate..

The hellgirl will appear and give u a woodoo doll with a red string on it..

After untie the red string,the people who curse will go to hell as well but that is wait until their death..

I like it so much..

Wondering in real life does it exist??

If it is I would like to send someone to hell..

I dun mind going to hell because it had remain a sin on me..

I like the word my beloved hellgirl said:-

(when you untie the red string that you wish to eliminate the person..you're in an officially under contract with me..when a person is cursed..2 graves are dark.. your painful shadow had caused great pain..i'll show you what dead is..you're coming with me..we're going to hell..i'm bringing you to hell..the where you will find out how hurt the person who hatred you..you will never return..always belong to..THE HELL!!![I'm JIGOKU SHOUJO])

~END~